Does forever really mean forever||| ondreazLopez(sequel)

Chapter 13

Ondreaz pov
"w-h-o su-vi-ved do-ct-or" i stutter scared of the out come "mrs lopez survived and is in the room resting but im sorry for the loss of you twins sir" TWINS  i was going to have twins. I started crying but i have to be strong for indiana shes probably not going to take the news well " can i go see her" "yes she is room 569" the doctor says "thank you sir" i say then ran to her room

After searching everywhere i finally found her room i entered and saw her sleeping
I sat down next to her and rubbed her hand lightly, then she started waking up

Indianas pov

I woke up by somone rubbing my hand and i saw it was ondreaz he sat there with red puffy eyes, he was probably crying alot
"baby" he said standing up and hugging me then i winced in pain from my stomach
WAIT MY STOMACH " d-r-e diiiiiddd th-e b-b-a-baby m-m-ake i-i-t" i asked me as he pulled away but before he could answer tears escaped his eyes "no baby they didnt make it the doctor said he could only save you since it was to late for the twins alredy" my eyes widend and started to tear up

"we were going to have twins" i said with tears now running down my face "this is all my fault i should of stayed at home i should never have left the house if i did we would of still had them dre" i said now in a state of shock, i couldnt breath  "baby take deep breaths slowly okay easy now" i start taking slow breaths to calm myself "this is not your fault baby please stop blaming yourself okay" tears still running down my cheeks still i dont say anything

"baby please talk to me" i still dont say anything i was to in shock still and processing what was happening i didnt want to talk to anyone at the momment not even dre. I know this is not his fault but it is mine i know he said it wasnt but im never going to forgive myself for what happened

Dre didnt say anything he just climbed into the hospital bed with me and cuddled up next to me holding me  but begin careful of my stomach

I relaxed in his arms but still couldn't stop thinking about everything and soon drifted off to sleep