Toxic relationship

Chapter 13: JOSH!

*Alex's POV*
She just sat there crying. I was done, we've only been together for a short while and we already have problems. I can't lose her though. She's my everything. I just need sometime but I still need her to understand what she did. I'm going to try and keep my cool.
"I'm sorry" she whispered in a small voice
"Please don't leave me"
"You make me happy"
She kept whispering small things and stopped crying and tried to hug me but I pushed her away and kept looking into space
*Maria's POV*
I'm trying to comfort him. I know I did something wrong and I'll try and change. I can't lose him. I'll do anything to keep him.
But he just sat there staring into space, his jaw clenched and his eyes watery. And all I wanted to do is hug him. So I tried again, and he let me. He started breaking down in my arms, and all I did was hold him and tell him I'm sorry and that I need him and he's my everything and I love him. He started talking
"If I keep you, please work on this and don't ever replace me just because I'm not there, you wait for me. You don't fucking go to someone else and what was the guys name again..." he moved away from me and grabbed my face and said "what's his name Maria" i was scared for josh because Alex has this look in his eyes like he's ready to kill
"Damn it. Don't make me ask again"
"Josh"
"Thank you do you have his number or something"
I nodded my head and said "he wrote it down on a piece of paper I'll give it to you tomorrow when we meet my parents. He looked at me and said "I want it now" he started to drive to my house and said "look, we're going to find a way so that can control the sex okay"
I nodded my head and said "I'm sorry and yes we'll work on it, I love you and thank you for keeping me" he looked at me and said "I love you too" he turned his head with a sinister look on his face. I was getting a little worried.
We arrived at my house and I ran in to grab the piece of paper while Alex waited in the car. I ran out and Alex grabbed the paper and drove us to his house. Alex brought me inside and took me to his room and got on his phone and called one of his "men". Alex turned to me and said "we're going somewhere, it'll take at least an hour do you want to wear that?" I said "no let me change real quick baby" he gave me a kiss on the cheek and nodded his head I went to his closet and changed into one of his white shirts and put one of my light blue jeans on and my white air forces and walked out
"You look gorgeous, let's go"
We headed to his car and drove to a creepy old building it was about an 20 minute drive.
"Come on baby" Alex said with three most cutest smile isn't he whole word. He reached for my hand and I grabbed it. We walked through long hall ways until we got to a really big dark room and Alex clapped his hands and a light appeared in the middle of the room and underneath it was a empty chair. I looked at Alex worries and he just pulled me to the chair and he yelled "Bring him in" a door slammed open and couldn't see anyone because it was bright outside. The door closes and I see a tall man a little older with a beard and has a man in chains he looked familiar...
"JOSH" no no no
This is my fault
"Please Alex let him go" all he did was smile at me and say "don't worry baby I'll let him go into the ocean tomorrow night" I gasped as the older man set josh down in the chair. He was all blue and bloody. I tried to grab his face but Alex gripped my wrists and held them. He said " Look at josh princess doesn't he look bad aww" he says that and says " open your hands and close your eyes beautiful" I shook my head no and he gripped tighter on my wrists so I obeyed and opened my hands and closed my eyes. He handed me something heavy...
"Open your eyes" I opened them and it was a gun
"NO, TAKE IT BACK" I tired giving it to him but he said "no baby" and comes around to my back and grabs me by my waist and says "point it at him" as he says that he moves my hair away from my neck and starts kissing on it. I say "please Alex I'm sorry I don't want to hurt him or kill him" he sighs and says
"Princess if you kill him you get to stay with me and be happy and not dead or don't kill him and I torture him in front of you as you slowly watch him die and then your next babygirl" he laughs his handsome laugh then says "your choice princess"
I stay crying and turn around saying "I don't want to kill someone though, you do it"
"Please you do it"
He just laughs and holds me close and says "princess if I do it I'm going to kill two people in here, one is some boy who fucked my girl and made a big mistake and the other is the love of my life" I whisper in his ear "please I can't do this, I'll be a killer" he whispered back "you already are one when you decided to cheat on me" he grabbed my neck hard, turned me around and says "shoot him" he kept saying that as I was standing there in front of josh, oh how bad I felt I was balling my eyes out
"SHOOT HIM"
"SHOOT HIM NOW OR SO HELP ME ILL SHOOT YOU"
I looked into Josh's eyes and say "im sorry"
*BOOM*
*BOOM*
*BOOM*
Alex.
Josh.
Ones dead and ones laughing I drop the gun and try running away and out the door
But Alex grabbed my arms and dragged me back to josh I was screaming and kicking trying to run away while Alex was yelling at me to look at josh and with tearful eyes I looked three shoots in his chest. "Good job babygirl, now give me a kiss" I felt numb and just got up and kissed Alex's cheek as he grabbed my hand and lead us to the car. Once we got inside I started screaming at Alex and hitting him on his chest yelling "YOU'RE A MONSTER" he grabbed both my hands and said " you're the monster, you fucked another guy while you had me, you made me lose control and made me fucking mad so shut up you little bitch" I started crying as he was driving us back to his house and I whispered "I don't like this side of you" he grabbed my face with one hand and said "baby just don't make me mad again, understood?" I nodded my head and stopped crying and fell asleep.