0.6 the after pain

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I woke up to people crying. Then I remembered.noahs in the hospital.oh god the tears are coming out. "She's awake!oh my god you scared us so much" kouvr says "I-I'm sorry I don't know what happened" "it's fine I can't blame you...but you have one other problem..," Alex says "and that is?" I ask "kouvr accidentally told thomas about your noah" Alex say as I whisper a "great" under my breath "I'm sorry I didn't mean to he was yelling like crazy he threatened me if I didn't tell him" kouvr says as I sniffle "it's fine I'm gonna go talk to him" I say while getting up of the ground "ok...good luck" Alex says as I get up and starts walking towards the stairs.i get up there and I knock on his door "go away" he says.it sounds like he had been crying "it's me" I say with a sniffle and slowly open the door and step in closing it behind me "look thomas I'm sorry I didn't tell you" I get cut off as he says this "stop.i don't want you here I don't want to here your exuseas your a h*e that got pregnant at fourteen" that was it he didn't even let me explain I think he forgot the fact that my son is still in the hospital "how dare you call me a h*e!for your information I was freaking raped!you didn't even give the time to explain!im leaving and im not coming back" he stood there in shock for a minute but then quickly snapped out of it "wait please" he said.i could feel the tears sliding down my cheeks "no I will not wait you have no idea what's going on in my life" I say as I open the door and start to go down the stairs in hear his fast footsteps chasing after me "please jacklyn!im begging you!" He says at that finale moment I snapped. The whole house was in the living room right next to us but I didn't care "you know what thomas you want to know do bad here I'll tell you when I was fourteen I was fucking raped I had him and two years later kouvr left I had to give him up and had to give him to my grandma beacause when kouvr left our parents started abusing us I had to make a deal with my parents I told them that they could do whatever they wanted to me asking as they didn't hurt my little siblings I had to do it beacause no one else could this went on for two freaking years god darn it!two freaking years!i then had to go through a abusive relationship for a year just to get pregnant again and have a miscarriage .after he left me I broke.I go to a freaking tree and find out I have powers I come here hoping to start over but just to have my heart broken again I think you forgot I'm the one with a six year old son in the hospital!God darn it are you happy now? I just spilled my guts out to a bunch of freaking teenagers!" I say out of breath and then wipe a tear from cheek and look around only to realize everyone in shock.kouvr then starts breaking down as I run upstairs and start packing my bags as soon I'm done I come downstairs and see everyone I decide to make a run for the door but I was soon stopped by Thomas...at this point I couldn't I just couldn't I was in my most powerful form beacause of anger snd sadness and at that moment I broke I bury my head into his chest and start crying he says nothing as he picks me up and takes me to his room lays me on the bed and just cuddles with me...in that moment I felt Fixed I felt as if it would all be better but then I snapped back into reality. "I'm so freaking sorry thomas I just snapped"I was cut off with him saying "it's alright bubs...I love you so fucking much and I want to give you the world...just go to sleep it will be better in the morning" I did what I was told and starting drifting off to sleep almost immediately.i guess all that crying made me tired..

The next morning

I wake up only to remember what had happened the previous day I was about to start crying when Thomas runs over to me I guess he must've known beacause he cuddled me until I felt better then,out of the blue he says this "I paid the bills...he will get better and once he does I want him to come stay with us...and I mean us...I moved all your stuff in here and made Him a area in the room and his own room if he wants to sleep by himself" I started to cry "shhh it's gonna be all right I'm sorry that's all I could do" he says "thank you thomas" I manage to cough up the words "it's nothing bubs now come on I actually haven't talked to anyone since it happened while you were asleep I locked the door and didn't let them in because I wanted you to sleep so we need to go talk to them" he says "O-ok" I manage to say as I slowly get up of the bed he intertwines are fingers as we walk down the stairs as soon as we get down there they all look up at us kouvr gets up and runs over and hugs me while crying "I'm so sorry I'm so sorry that I left you I hate them so much I want to kill them I love you so much please dont bd mad" she chokes out "baby I'm not mad I'm so sorry I just snapped like that but I swear I'm better now thomas helped me" I said while I was also crying "ok thank you so much"she say while she lets go i then look up at Thomas "Thomas...can we go see noah?" I ask choking on my tears "of course bubs" he says while smiling at me I return the smile and run over to the car while in the car he puts his hand on my thigh causing me to blush a bit "thank you thomas."

Thanks for reading!i hope you all have a good day!its currently 1:10 in the morning here and I just had the erge to tight two freaking chapters well anyway hope you enjoy!!also thanks to this lovely person right here Lovely_Shay9 she is the reason I posted me and her talked and it made feel way better please give her follow!thanks!

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