For the clan sequel two

Hurting

Dean waits but he hears no baby cry
He opens the door to see Sam holding there son his face stained with tears as Lucy glances at dean shaking her head before walking away to cry somewhere else
Dean walks to Sam holding back tears
"S-Sammy..."
Sam looks at dean and begins to cry hard
"He so beautiful dean ...but it seems The angels needed him more then me "
Dean tears begin to call as he looks at there deceased son he looked like dean but had sams hair and everything he hug Sam tightly
Rubbing his back holding their baby between them
"I'm so sorry dean that I couldn't bare correctly it's my fault I'm sorry I'm so fucking sorry ..."
dean rubs his back rocking him
"It was my fault to Sammy .."
Sam and dean told the clan what happened the clan morned along with them as they walk to the burial site of the kings and queens
This is where sams father and deans father lay
They buried the baby boy between their fathers
"Watch him in heaven dad...." Sam whispered as the fill the hole with dirt
"Watch my baby ...watch josiya "
Dean held Sam close and tight
It was dark and Sam had stayed here throughout the night as well as dean ..
"Come on Sammy let's go home....."
he picked Sam up going back
Sam stayed quiet looking around him and then looked up at dean whose face scared him
"D-dean "
Dean looked angry like the devil Sam worried
As dean stopped and looked down at Sam
"I'm fine sam ok " dean snapped putting Sam down
"Your not ok your not !"
Dean sighs turning away
"I know your hurting I am too ...it hurts so fucking much I carried that baby .."
Dean looks at him
"Dean if I could I would switch places with josiya !!!"
He sobs and dean hugs him tightly
"Shh..shhh"
Sam gently hitting deans chest crying
"I should be the one in that grave not Josiya not my son not our son !"
Dean sobbed rubbing sams back
"Don't say that "
They stood there for a hour before heading finally back
Sam went to the room and stayed there while dean distracted himself with work