Journal 1: Erica Silver

Chapter Twenty:I belong here

...We headed back to the Mansion

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Once we stepped into the mansion Ben disappeared down a hallway and I was left alone. I walked into the living room and instantly turned back around because I saw Jane and Clockwork making out, I thought they didn't even live here?!?!'

I paced through the mansion looking for anyone when I literally ran into Jeff.

"How many times are you going to run into me?" Jeff teased

"As many as I want." I said while purposely walking into him again. This time he grabbed my arm and kept me close to him. "Anyways why are Jane and Clockwork here?" I asked while trying to pull back my arm.

"Slender has something important to tell everyone tonight so all Creepypastas are coming together for dinner."

"Well next time I walk into them making out someone's getting hit and it's not them."

"Ok, ok I got it! Keep you away from love stuff."

"Hey! That's not entirely true. I just don't like other people doing it where everyone can see."

"Really? Out of your arsenal of songs I doubt you have even one happy love song."

I Rolled my eyes "If I sing will you let go of my arm?" He let go of my arm.

If there's a prize for rotten judgement,

I guess I've already won thatNo man is worth the aggravationThat's ancient history, been there, done that

Who d'you think you're kidding

He's the earth and heaven to youTry to keep it hidden,Honey we can see right through youGirl you can't conceal itWe know how you're feelingWho you thinking of

No chance no way I won't say it, no no

(You swoon you sigh why deny it oh oh)It's too cliche I won't say I'm in loveI thought my heart had learned its lessonIt feels so good when you start outMy head is screaming "Get a grip girlUnless you're dying to cry your heart out

Girl you can't deny it

Who you are is how you're feelingBaby we're not buyingHon we saw you hit the ceilingFace it like a grown-upWhen you gonna own up that you got got got it bad

No chance no way I won't say it, no no

(Give up, give in, check the grin you're in love)This scene won't play I won't say I'm in love(We'll do it until you admit you're in love)You're way off base I won't say itGet off my case I won't say it(Girl don't be proud it's okay you're in love)

At least out loud I won't say I'm in love

"I don't know if that counts as happy." That's all Jeff said before walking off.

~I doubt that bitch even knows what love is. ~

'Reno!'

~What? I'm only saying the truth he's a cold-blooded killer. ~

'True.'

~Why did our chest start hurting? ~

'I don't know.'

"Hey, Erica." I looked up to see EJ holding a half-eaten kidney. "Remember when you said you wouldn't mind tasting a bite of the kidney."

"Yes, I remember that."

"Well here." He gave me the half-eaten kidney.

~I Fucking swear if you eat that I... ~

I interrupted her by taking a quick bite.

It was tough to chew but just tasted like chicken liver which I was fine with. I ate more of the kidney. EJ seemed glad but Reno on the other hand sounded like she was dying.

"You must like it."

"Yeah, it tastes good. Like I couldn't be like you and eat it all the time, but it tastes good."

He just smiled in response.

"Hey, do you want to do something together until Dinner?"

"Um... actually, I was heading out to another mission."

"Oh, ok."

He walked off not saying anything else.

~Wow everyone's busy today. ~

'Yeah.'

~Who do you want to talk to next? ~

'Who's not busy?'

~You only have Helen and Liu left. ~

I walked down the hall not knowing who I would find first. Helen ran down the hallway laughing being chased by a blond girl dressed in white with angel wings. I jumped to the side so that I didn't get hit.

~Well I guess that leaves Liu. ~

'Yeah, but I wonder what Helen did.'

I kept walking around the mansion not finding Liu anywhere. So, I just decided to go to my room until dinner. I sat down on my bed and started thinking about the past couple of days.

'I went from graduating high school to killing because of what?'

~Me? ~

'No, because of Wade and everyone else who never cared a shit if I lived or died.'

~I don't know about that. ~

'What do you mean.'

~Until me and the Creepypasta's was put into your life. You were normal you had the plan of leaving town with Wade and becoming a famous singer. ~

'How do you know that?'

~I am you. I know what you know. ~

I walked over to my window looking outside. Outside were people entering and leaving the mansion.

'But I have a family now.'

~But if you would have believed Wade from that first moment, where would you be? ~

I thought about it. 'Well, I would still have been mad at him. So, I would have become an entertainer at the Cafe and met Sho.'

~I wouldn't be here. ~

'True'

~Sho would have broken up with his girlfriend. ~

'And I would have started dating him.'

~So, what about now do you wish things would have been normal? ~

'No.'

~Wait seriously! ~

'I belong here.'

~Really? ~

'Yeah.'

-I belong here

(June 2)