Prostitute's Fate

Chapter 18

Fake smiles outside and real pain inside that's my life

~Samaira~

Samaira Pov

Next morning I woke up early and did everything as his wish. He once slapped me because I looked at him without his permission.

After he left I relaxed a bit. I went back to room and tried to sleep but again everything came back as a nightmare. I still miss those times when I was genuinely happy.

Flashback

It's been a week since I saw Idhant at shanzay's House. I can't remove his smiling face. Today I have decided to go again to her house incase he comes.

So I got ready at my best. I wore my favourite dress did my makeup not too dark nor too light. I wanted to look more beautiful for him.

I went to her house and chatted a little and to my luck he came there again. This time he was wearing green shirt and brown pants. Hairs were perfectly set.

I went to him and gave my best smile which he returned.
We talked a little. He asked me about my studies and I lied to him saying that I am a topper. He said that he is also studying and a very good student. I just gave him a nervous smile at this.

Next day he came to my college to pick me. I was shocked to see him there. He waved at me and I practically ran to him.

"Hi, what a pleasant surprise".

"I wanted to see u so came." I tried really hard to control my blush but failed.

"You look beautiful while u blush like this" he said while pinching my cheeks. I blushed even more.

"Well I don't mind standing here all day with u but it will be better to sit at some coffee shop." he said while I was lost in his voice.

"Umm..are u asking me out..mm like on a date." I said and regretted next moment at my stupid question. Who ask this question at such situations.

"Well I am not asking u out for a date. I already have my girlfriend for that. I just want to talk to you. If u don't want then its OK" he said breaking my heart into million pieces. Few tears rolled down my cheeks and I didn't even realised that untill he wiped them with his hands.

He made me sit in his car and drove somewhere. I was silent all the way not knowing what to say.

"Do u like me" he asked all of a sudden. I looked at him and slightly nodded my head. He just chuckled at my immature behaviour.

"don't u think that u are going so fast. When I first came at shanzey's house I knew it and the way u was looking at me. I understood that moment it self. But Samaira we are strangers." he said while driving.

"I don't know anything about these feelings. It's my first time when I am feeling like this about someone" I told him honestly. He nodded in understanding.

He parked his car at a coffee shop and we had coffee. My attention was completely on him.

"Do u really have a girlfriend" I finally asked him this question which was eating my mind from longtime.

"Yes, I have a girlfriend. She is my college mate." he said and I mentally scolded myself for asking this question. After this I didn't spoke anything.

"Look Samaira I hate breaking someone's heart but if u want then we can be friends."

"I can never be friends with u Idhant" I declined his offer because I knew I can't see him with someone else. Its better for us to stay away from each other.