Unreal. // jack Gilinsky fanfic

Part 1

Here I am. As I always planned sitting in this airport. I guess you could say I just want a new beginning. So hey, my name is Taylor, Taylor Hills. I am from California. Yea,yea living the teenage "dream." It's not what you expect it to be like. It's nothing but big douches trying to hook up with every girl they meet. I was one of those girls. Which is why I am sitting here in this airport. His name was Erick the guy I lost my 'v-card' to. I didn't want it to happen he was completely wasted and of course being the innocent girl I was, being at probably one of the most hype parties this year, people would be aiming towards me. I tried to stop him but he was to strong. I still have nightmares from that night, and "daydreams" which wasn't so much a dream because it was one of the most scariest nights of my life. My mom thought I was lying 'to get attention' which she is so wrong about that, because to be completely honest here, she's the only one I told, yea Erick went and spread it around that i was the one that wanted to 'go down on him' and now I am the slut of the school, when he was the first guy I have done thing with so my daily routine consists of this: I get bullied right when I walk into school all the way until I walk out. It fucking sucks, and that is why I am leaving to go stay with my dad, to get away from everything. Yes I know, I know you're not supposed to run away from your problems, but what do you want me to do? Sit here and listen to all the bullshit? Stand up for myself? Because that will never happen. I have no confidence, no faith, no trust in myself. "Flight 187 to Omaha, Nebraska, please begin to board your flight." The flight attendant lady says through the microphone, interrupting my thought. Okay here we go, new begging, new friends, old past left behind as soon as i get on this plane. I'm ready to be honest, my dads not a bad person so I will have a good home. Hopefully the school is nice. Let's do this.