the truth is, i hadn't slept a wink. beck was fast asleep on the couch while i lay in my bed riddled with confusion. my idol likes me? he LIKES me? he wants to be with me?
and i want to be with him?
"so many thoughts for such a small brain." i murmured to myself. i grabbed my phone and typed in kai's— no, chris's username.ME
are you awake?DADDYCHAN
i am, but why're you?
is this a booty call? 😳ME
no you dummy
i need to talk to youDADDYCHAN
oh god
those are not good wordsjae took a deep breath in, pondering whether she should really type this next thought.
ME
i REALLY like you too chris
and no not because you're my idol
because talking to you these past few months made me realize a lot of things
like whenever you texted me i'd smile
or whenever you would accidentally call me babygirl my heart would explode
just talking to you, it really fucking means a lot to me
GOD i haven't been able to sleep because my brain is screaming at me
"STOP! you're gonna hurt yourself"
fuck i hate being sappy
i really like you dude
or man
or guy
I DONT KNOW
i just like you..DADDYCHAN
you're too pure for this world omg
you know i'd never hurt you, right?
you're just special jae, really fucking special
i'll do whatever you need, whatever reassurance it takes
okay?ME
thank you.DADDYCHAN
of course babygirl ;)
are you ever gonna tell me about him?
the guy who broke your heart?ME
it's so much cuter without the wink-
eventually
now just isn't the time okay?DADDYCHAN
noted :)
so let's talk about the things that chan does to you that you've spoken about so many times ;)ME
WELL WOULD YOU LOOK AT THE TIME
GOTTA GOOO
BYEBYEEEDADDYCHAN
NOOOOO-
CHAT: besties 4 lyfe 😜
WONPILLY
HEYYYYAGUSTDEFINED
oh god
isurhwueheggshehe
holyfuckhiBABYLEE
hey hey ;))ME
whew hiDADDYCHAN
hey beautiful ladies ;)ME
hmph :,(DADDYCHAN
you're the most beautiful stop ☹️AGUSTDEFINED
AWWWWWWW
jae is literally dying i-WONPILLY
ugh i'm so happy chris FINALLY told herBABYLEE
fr he's been talking about her a lot :(
it was getting annoying
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Fanfiction[#1 in #bangchan] 08.01 [#1 in #straykids] 08.02 beck and jae flopped onto their bed, opening up their laptop. "CHAN IS LIVE JAE CLICK ON IT CLICK ON IT!" beck screamed, repeatedly hitting jae's arm. she paused and swatted beck's arm away. "hit me o...