I hate everything about you. II HyunSung (English version)

But why do I love you?

So I must give a warning that English is not my first language so pardon if they are any mistakes. Feel free to correct me if you want to, I won't get mad :) Enjoy :)

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I hate everything about you, but why do I love you?

*Jisung POV*

I was looking at this asshole with hatred in my eyes, refusing to let it go.

It was just another normal day. We were practicing our choreography for Hellevator for the hundredth time and after so much practice my body started to feel tired. I did one small mistake. The only one for a whole dance routine but Hyunjin of course had to point it out as always making my blood boil. It made us have yet another argument.We were looking into each other's eyes in silence, killing each other with something as simple as a look. The atmosphere turned so heavy, you could cut it with a knife, and the whole practice room was dead silent. No one dared to speak, because this time it was different. Until now our arguments were just stupid and childish. I even laughed in my head at how childish I can get not believing it, but this time I was ready to fight him. Hyunjin was just as serious as I was, clutching his fists at his sides.

Looking at his handsome face only made my anger grow. I hated this. I hated that he was so tall and handsome, that he always looked perfect as if he doesn't care about anything and anyone, and I hated how he was so talented at dancing.I started to break. His gaze was so strong, that I felt like he was staring right at my soul.

-I hate you. - I hissed. I couldn't take it anymore. I felt like I was standing naked in front of him at this moment. I hated this so much that those words left my mouth without me realizing it. Even I was shocked at myself. I didn't want to say it out loud.I saw Hyunjin breaking. For a split second, I think I saw the pain in his eyes, but I wasn't sure. After this everything went fast. Hyunjin jumped on me and grabbed me by the collar of my shirt, tugging at it so hard the material ripped. I placed my hands on his chest trying to push him away from me.

-What did you just say?! - He shouted straight at my face and I felt tears pooling at the corner of my eyes. Yes, we did fight often, but the truth was that I hated violence and I couldn't stand situations like these. Words and actions were two different things. Chan appeared behind Hyunjin and yanked him away from me yelling at him. Felix went to me fast and hugged me and that's when I couldn't take it anymore and I started crying loudly.

After a long hour of a lecture from Chan we were sitting in silence, that was disturbed by Chans disappointed sighs and my quiet sniffing. I ran my hand through my chocolate brown hair as an act of frustration and mental breakdown. I stopped crying but I still felt hurt. I never imagined that Hyunjin would ever use his strength on me in this way. Speaking of the devil...he was sitting in the far corner of the room stubbornly looking at the floor not sying anything even when Chan was trying to talk to him. I didn't want to apologize to him, because this time he went too far. Chan didn't force me either because he was too disappointed with Hyunjin.

-Stop looking at me like I am some sort of criminal! I would never hit him! - He suddenly shouted breaking under all of the members' heavy stares. He then quickly left the room slamming the door loudly. I was disappointed. I thought he would apologize to me, but it seems that Hyunjin really hates me. I started crying again and Chan just hid his face in his hands, disappointment evident in his posture.