The CEO's Babysitter

Chapter 8 - My Past

So this chapter mentions sexual abuse. If you are not confortable with this topic, you can skip it.

Lisa's P.O.V.

After his question, the girls looked at me. I tried to shrug it off but someone had to open their big mouth about it.

Taehyung: "Why are the girls looking at Lisa like that?"

Jisoo: "No reason but lets continue."

I looked around the room and saw Jimin put down one finger. Obviously Jungkook did the same.

Later that night, everyone went home and Jungkook went to his room. So then I went to mine.

When people bring up loosing their vriginity, and they allow themselves to do that, I feel embarrassed. I didn't have a choice to lose it.

Flashback - 2 years ago

I was walking home from the hospital where I found out my parents died from a plane crash. It was dark out and I was not in the best neighborhood to walk around alone. I was walking down an ally way because it was a short cut. Plus my feet hurt from dance practice today.

While I was walking in the ally, I heard foot steps behind me. I sped up, so did the person behind me. I was about to start running but I felt someone pulled my hair and dragged me deeper in the ally.

I was pinned agenst the wall and then the person said something.

???: "Why is a beautiful girl out here alone?"

Me: "It is none of your buisness"

???: "Don't be rude...Lets have some fun"

Me: "No!"

He ignored me and started to suck on my neck. I tried to push him off but I was too weak from crying so much and puching myself in my dance practice. Then, he started to go down my collar bone while taking off my shirt.

I was a crying mess. This day actually got worse and I didn't know that was possible. The guy didn't look poor. Actually, he looked kinda rich and I know he is drunk by the smell of alcohol.

He stopped and pulled my pants and underwear down. He did the same with himself. He lift me up and put my legs around his waist. Out of nowhere he started to thrust into me hardly and deeply.

He had no mercy....He was distroying me.

???: "F-fuck!" He said between his moans. "You are so tight!"

I couldn't say anything because I was choking on my tears and U had a lump in my throat. I was praying for it to stop soon but I was wrong. He started to thrust faster and harder. I started to scream in pain but no one could hear me.

???: "I a-am about t-to cum!"

Soon he pulled out and came everywhere.

???: "I pulled out because I am married and I don't want you banging on my door saying you are pregnant."

He pushed me agenstbthe wall and left me there. Weak....I couldn't stand up...

After 20 minutes I got myself together and fixed myself before going home....

End of Flashback

I didn't notice tears streaming on my face. I pulled myself together and did my night routine. After my night routine, I wore this....