I met him online, after hearing about him thru the conversation my mom and her boyfriend (Jeff) at the time, were having. We were in a car and I over heard them talking about this really sexy sounding boy. His name was nathan and he was 27 and he was hurting. Apperantly some girl hurt him and didnt understand him. #beenthere. I felt him. So I looked him up on social media because I was curious. As soon as I found him on instagram, I dm him. Bishhh he was cute af. Instantly fell in love. He told me a lot about himself and I didnt say much about me cuz only my bestie can kno, but I did relate a lot to him. Or should I say UNDERSTOOD him. Hehe. He was tall, handsome, relatable, sweet, outspoken, and very real. Also he loves to rap about his life and so that day I messaged him all fricken night he showed me some of his music over the phone. Yea he called me and shit. His voice...iss....deeeeeeeeeep af. Ughhh. My favorite part of his music is when hes mad and yells. Its when hes so confident talking about being the g.o.a.t. or when he talks about his sadness. Cuz like I'm into sad boiis. With broken homes and tats. Bish I was in love. But he was 27 and I was 15, kinda not a good thing at all. But we still talked and he wrote raps to me. One of them he calls it, "Your special" like nigga ik hehe and he calls me baby like ahhhh. I like that hes goofy but serious too. And he shaves his beard hairs for me cuz he knows I dont like that.Now that I'm 18 its too late to ever be with him. At 17 I heard he got married to some other, prettier girl. I mean she is kinda hot, I dont blame him. #icangobothways. Anyways he got famous and all. Nawt to brag but his album 'the search' made it number 1 on billboards passing the rapper Chance. Thats my babyboy. #emo(emotional) #stillcute #richnow #jealousofchristine #imstillspecailtohim #illwait4ever #breakupwithyourgf. Its okay I like marie now. Plus I dont like his pipi. Im still gonna go to his concerts maybe get to finally meet him in him.
