Bella feels like the whole world has crashed on her after her mother's passing. The pain in her heart won't leave her. She wants her mother and her best friend with her. She feels as if she doesn't exist in this world anymore but tries to carry on with life for her family as she doesn't want to be a burden on them but a piece of their pleasure. She wishes but know that Allah is the best of planners. She wants to be with her mother but doesn't want to disappoint her or anyone in her family. She wants to be the shoulder that bares and helps her family with their burdens not add more to them. She knows that is what her mother would have wanted. She is trying her best not to hurt anyone.
