(Fast forward to June 22nd 2020)
Devyns POV
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I wake up and see a message from Mattia I haven't talked to him in months I don't hate him we just haven't talked in a while I also haven't talked with the other boys at all
Message From "Mattia Polibio"
Mattia: What's up
Devyn: Nothing much u haven't talked in a while
Mattia: Yeah I am good hey do you wanna hang out in a couple minutes
Devyn: I'll be there in 5
Mattia: K bye
Devyn: Bye
Why did that feel weird nvm n e ways imma wear my GOLF hoodie with ripped jeans white long socks and mustard colored vans. I grab my keys and tell my mom imma go hang out with my friends she says ok I turn on the car and play music I vibe and pull up to Mattia's house and knock Aliz isn't hanging with Kairi They probably haven't talked in a while N e ways Mattia opens the door
Mattia: Sup
Devyn: Sup
Devyn: Woah ur hair is short what happened
Mattia: It's a long story.... n e Ways the boys are coming to so yeah❤️
Devyn: yeah❤️
Devyn: So hows life it's probably way better without me
Mattia: What do you mean it's been so boring with all this rona shi
Devyn: My life is boring to
Mattia: Wanna go to the Mall the boys won't get here till 12pm
Devyn: Sure
We get in the car and listen to music all of the music is happy and loud until a song comes on (play the song pls 😻) I realize it's the song I played while thinking of Mattia I start feeling something really strong in my throat I realized my eyes were water I just acted liked I was itching my eye I turn to see Mattia his eyes were very watery
Devyn: Yo you good
Mattia: Yeah
Devyn: You sure
Mattia: Yeah uh I need to go to the bathroom
We stop at a gas station 10 mins later Mattia comes back in the car he looks like he just stopped crying when he puts his hands back on the steering wheel his hoodie sleeves slightly lift up I see red dripping from his wrist (TW SELF HARM) I lift up his sleeve there is like 15 cuts in his arm
Devyn: Why?
Mattia's eyes start getting watery and then a tear drop drops from cheek I wipe it off. We eventually get at the mall once Mattia gets out the car I run and hug him I start crying into his arms and then he starts crying huh each other for a good 5 mins
Mattia: I am so sorry
Devyn: It's ok
We get into the mall I buy some shirts jeans and tang tops I can't get the thought of the cuts on Mattia's arm out of my head I wanna know the reason for it but it's most likely personal and none of my business but I am very curious I get done paying my things I walk out and see Mattia waiting for me we are walking then he freezes I then see Cynthia I turn him around and then she gives me a dirty look I ignore it there is a CVS right next to the mall I go in and grab bandages and two Arizona's Mines Green tea and his is Mango I pay and walk out the store and walk to the car I open the bandages
Devyn: Give your arm Please
Mattia: Why?
I wave the bandages in front of his face
Mattia: Oh ok
Devyn: So..Why are you cutting yourself
Mattia: You
Devyn: Huh
Mattia: Ever since I got home from social bash my depression has gone very very bad it's bc of I missed .... you and I didn't like not being around you when that song played it's the song that I would cry and think of you
Devyn: Oh...I also listened to that song thinking of you
Mattia: Oh...
A/N
HEYYY I am sorry I haven't posted in a little long time 🗿 this chapter is lowkey said but atleast it's something 🌝
