is it true love? - mairi

5.

forget you mattia

kairis pov
i was walking towards alejandro and robert until i felt a tap on the shoulder, I knew exactly who it was. I sighed and slow turned around to face the tall boy with a worried look on his face. "kairi." he says worried, "yeah?" I said looking at the ground, "what's up with you dude, I've been calling nothing you're avoiding me." he said looking sad. I tried playing it off like as if i didn't realize "oh, my bad.. I didn't mean too.." I said looking shy.
"stop acting this way, your my bestfriend I know you don't act like this." he said grabbing my chin making me look at him. his eyes locked on my lips, "gotta go." I said quickly walking away leaving the boy more upset.
passing period
while i was walking to the bathroom on my way there i saw mattia, he was with a girl she had brown hair wearing leggings and vans on, she was shorter then him their lips connected and moving in sync, I tried to not be jealous but i couldn't help it. I stared at them for a while wishing i was the girl. moments later mattia saw me and quickly stopped the kiss, I embarrassedly ran off I didn't even use the bathroom anymore, I sat in my seat gasping for air. I didn't even run that far it was the fact that mattia caught me staring at him making out with a girl.

mattias pov:
"shit." I said, pushing away from the girl I was making out with. then running away leaving the girl lost and confused, i knew kairi was jealous that look he has on his face was jealously I walked by his class to him sitting there with one hand on his cheek while the other was writing, noticing how devastated he looked.
i waited for him to get out of class so i could talk to him. "kairi!" i said touching his shoulder. "what now mattia?" he said annoyed slapping my hand of his shoulder, "look we need to talk, please kairi meet me at my house at 5:00 PM my parents won't be home it's just us, please kairi it would mean a lot of you came."
I said quickly. he nodded his head and walked off, the good part was he's coming over.

skipping to afterschool
"ugh, whyyy." I groaned remembering at 5 I had to go to mattias house. I didn't want to see him at all, after what happened. neither in general.
i got dressed ate chips and walked to mattias house. i knocked regretting coming already and he quickly opened the door and pulled me inside. he walked me to his room. "sit down." he said, "I-" "kairi sit down." he said in a mad tone. I quickly sat down, "okay, what? what do you want to talk about mattia." I said looking at him.
"kairi, what the fuck is going on. tell now. you're not okay I know for sure." he said angrily. I sighed hating everything about this conversation already. "I don't know." I said running my fingers through my hair.
"kairi, please tell me." he said looking at me turning sad. I didn't want mattia to know I had a crush on him or else our friendship would end.
i stared at him then at the ground.
"please.." he sighed. "mattia.." I said looking at him almost crying.
he looked up at me, I could just reimagine him kissing that girl. I didn't care.. all i could think about is us making out. "mattia I'm sorry." I said tearing up. "w-why?" he said stuttering. "I'm sorry, I like you-" I accidentally blurted out. "what?" he said confused. "n-nothing i m-ment that u-mm.." I said stuttering a lot.
he slowly leaned in kissing me with his soft lips, gosh it felt so nice but he pulled away quickly, "w-what? did I do something wrong?" i said. "I'm sorry kairi, it was a-" he was going to say "a mistake, okay." I said standing up walking towards the door, he grabbed my hand stopping me. "n-no don't go please kairi.." he said. "forget you mattia." I said slapping his arm and leaving angrily.

authors note: ugh fuck mattia honestly 😡😡