[A/N: First of all, I would like to thank you my Reader-chans for continuing to read my stories. It’s been a long time since the last time I wrote a lemon so I was wondering if I can still do it. And I also wonder if I give Midorima some justice in this fanfic XD Anyway please let me hear your comments and have a happy holidays :D]
You’re dating Midorima Shintaro for exactly two years now. Although you’re dating for so long already, he never, not even once, directly said ‘I love you’ to you. You know perfectly that he is a serious case of being a tsundere but sometimes you can’t help but to doubt and wonder if he really does love you. You can’t help but to feel so unloved. He rarely acts sweet towards you. He barely spares time for you because of his tight schedule of being a doctor. But you tried to understand him and honestly you’re nearing your limit.
During his break, Midorima checked his phone only to find out that he has missed calls from you, so he decided to give you a ring.
When you heard your phone ring, you excitedly picked it up.
“Hello Shin! You finally called me up.” you cheerfully greeted him.
“[Name] I’m sorry I wasn’t able to answer your calls a while ago, we had a lot of patients today. Anyway, what made you call?” he replied with his usual stern voice.
“Umm…Do I really need a reason to hear your voice? I miss you so much, do you know that? I haven’t seen you for almost a week already,” you pouted, “By the way, do you know what day it is today?” you cooed expectantly over the phone.
“Huh? It’s Friday, nanodayo.” As you heard his reply you can’t help but to be hurt and sad. It’s your goddamned 2nd anniversary today and he doesn’t even remember it.
“…Oh…you’re right…” you replied. It took you everything to control your tears but your voice cracked and he heard a small sniffle from you over the line.
“[Name] what’s wrong? Are you cry—”
“Yes! I’m crying you dummy!” you cut him off, “It’s our anniversary today…yet you don’t even remember. I was planning to invite you over for dinner but maybe I should just forget it. I guess I’m not really that important for you. It hurts whenever you neglect and ignore me as if I don’t exist. It hurts because I care so much for you yet you don’t seem to care for me at all. I know you’re a busy person and maybe I should stop pestering, and bothering you…I’m letting you go, Shintaro…”
“No! Wait [Name]! Let’s talk thi—” you ended the call. You curled weakly at your bed, hugging your pillow while tears streaming down your face.
Midorima slammed his fist on his desk out of frustration. For him, you are his everything but he felt like a coward for not making you feel that away. He felt a painful throb in his chest and soon tears began to blur his vision.
***
You woke up with a groan on your bed. You were hugging the pillow Midorima gave you before as your ‘lucky item’. It reminded you of him, making your heart clench in pain. You realized that you cried yourself to sleep after your break up. You thought that it’s probably the best for the both of you. After all, maybe you’re not the one for him and that thought hurts you a lot.
