secert life

Chapter 7

Well I guess you can say everyone see's me as a spoiled ass brat, but what they don't know is that if my parents wouldn't have drew a perfect life in my head wouldn't act way I act but hey. Hey if I'm spoiled brat that means that hurts,think about others first, cry every night for life to get better, is that then I happy with being one. I'm not asking for everything to my way no I'm just asking how can I make everything better. I'm still asking that question I never heard a answer. The answer I got was that my would only care if my 5 and 3 year old siblings was comfortable with living with someone that hurt her and went to prison and then get out of prison and say he got to have to fight her love with her 15 year old . Shit guess he didn't have to do that because all she care about her not being lonely and her changing. Now this is when I say I HATE HAVING YOUNG ASS PARENTS. I just wish she would have took the pill just saying. Her or my dad don't even know that I sliced my with a razor 2 damn times or was thinking about overdose myself but hey they don't care. The only thing my dad cares about is how he look and how others see him. Well guess what I see as someone that is no damn help and a bitch I would of had 4 siblings but you killed one them a long time ago but hey I didn't get to meet him/her. Just know when I go off to college I will be going to my dream college and only come back here for my siblings instead of y'all FUCK YOU DEAR PARENTS!