Jily Oneshots

Lily's dream part 2

James:

I felt really bad for Lily having a bad dream. I know first handed how horrible it is to watch someone you love die. Not that i would ever think Lily feels the same about me, and I have given up hope, but i am happy that we are friends. Even though I love her so much more than friends.

But when i offered a hug to sleepy and sad Lily I would never have thought that her reaction to my hug would be sitting to my lap and holding me as tight as i held her.

I actually thought i was gonna have a heartattact because my heart was bounding so fast. Oh and when she told me she wanted to cuddle with me. ME. LILY EVANS WANTED TO CUDDLE WITH JAMES POTTER. Like when someone would have told me i would have told them they must be from my dreams. But it was real. And oh the smell of her hair and neck and her in general. I wanted to get lost in it and ever leave her ever again.

But soon after Lily fell asleep IN MY ARMS still couldn't belive it. I joined her in dreamland.

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I woke from my favorite place - Lilyland, to find Lily in my bed. Her head resting on my chest, my arms around her. And hers around me as well. I thought this was the happiest day so far, and I might actually have a chance with this beautiful girl.

She looked so peaceful and happy when she was sleeping. I brushed a hair from her face. And gave her a kiss on top of her head. But i didnt think that i didnt know how hard of a sleeper Lily was. I guess she was a very light one. Because after i kissed her head her lips formed a smile and she started to open her eyes.

"Good morning Lilyflower" i told her as her eyes met mine.

"Morning James'e poo" she replied. As her grin grew.

"Do I have to go to work?" She continued and now i was confused.

"Erm, Lily I dont have a job. Remember?"

"Oh, um, okey. So ill go down stairs then make tea while you go check Harry?"
Okey now i dont know at all what she is talking about.

"Lily, who's Harry?" I asked her.

"James are you kidding me? You are saying you dont remember that we have a son?" She said and I could see that she was getting confused as well.

"Lily what are you talking about? We dont have a son." She was looking around in confusion.

"Oh, okey um, so you dont have a job, and we dont have a kid, but we still are married though right? I am Lily Potter, right?" She looked sad. She thinks we are married? Lily Evans think she is married to me. Oh how i wish that was true. Now i felt sad to.

"Oh Lily. No unfortionetly as much as i'd like that no. We are still 17 and at our 7 year at hogwarts. We are not even dating." Now i was really sad.

"Oh- so it- it was just a dream then?" She looked really hurt, and like she's about to cry.

"I guess so..." And then i saw tears falling from her eyes. And it was the most painful sight ever.

"Shh... come here Lil. It's okey. Dont cry." I told her pulling her close, she hid her face to my neck and I could see her tears. It hurt seeing her like that. But wait why was she even crying its not like she would want to be married to me.

"Wait Lily- why are you crying?"

"I-i dont know. The dream was so real and I enjoyed being mrs Potter, we were so in love and it was beautiful, and I guess im dissepointed right now because the love we had in the dream seemed so real and it was just the kind of future i've always wanted so yeah. Oh god now i feel really stupid. Im so sorry James im not the crying type."