I woke up to a crying 2 year old I named her Alfie even tho I'm not supposed to go out I have to sometimes Alfie can't stay in all the time I'm talking her to the beach today
I got myself ready and if you wondering what happened to the dogs I gave them to my cousins I wore this:
With these over
I made sure I had everything we needed,fed Alfie and myself I made sure to get her buckets and little spades, I turned of all the lights,locked the doors and walked out to the car I put Alfie in her car seat and got in myself I fastened my seatbelt and started the car as we drove I sang along to some songs and Alfie sang along to the songs she likes it was so cut I took a video for memories
~at the beach~
When we got to the beach I took my clothes of so I'm left in a bathing suit,I got Alfie's buckets/spades out and gave them to her she played next to me as I sun bathed thinking weather I should go back to social media and shit I think I'm gonna but idk yet Alfie had a lot of fun as long as she's happy I'm happy. We have been here for like an hour now so we packed up and got in the car
~time skip~
Finally made it home, I fed Alfie and she got tiered so I put her down for a nap,I decided that I'm gonna go back to social media I went to my basement and got out my camera box I walked back to my room and opened it as I looked through it I saw Josh's old cologne and a hoodie I thought I got rid of all of his stuff I guess not anyway I found my camera I placed it by good lighting and started filming "hey guys so Ik I have been gone for so long but I'm making this video just to say that I'm back on socials also i have spoke with my managment and im dropping some new merch ut says 'IM SORRY' across it so ya go buy some of that, it comes in phone cases shirts hoodies joggers and the best yet shoes use code nessa for 5o% of guys. If your wondering why I was gone I can't tell yet but I will soon so ya byeee" I said ending it I edited it and posted,it soon got many likes and views I also got a call from my management they said that so many people have bought my merch so I was happy about that, I signed back into my TikTok account,as I scrolled down the fyp and following I saw videos of my friends reactions to my video it made me smile and cry because I missed them I saw Thomas get everyone's reactions in two separate videos first I saw all the girls charli had her hand on her mouth and she was crying "I-I thought she was dead" she said crying I couldn't help but do the same next I saw the boys they all looked shocked I then heard a familiar voice it was josh "oh my mother fucking gosh" I couldn't help but laugh at that comment minutes later I got a face time from charli she still has my number omg,I answered it but without showing my face and the next thing I heard charli say made me laugh and cry I haven't heard someone call me that In forever "Janessa rose Barrett put your mother fucking face in the camera right now" I walked over to some good lighting and set my phone down they all burst out crying when they saw me and so did I "why did you Lea-" she stopped "what!?" I asked "who's that?!" They asked pointing at the half asleep brunette "mama who are they?" She said while rubbing there eyes "did she just call you mama?!" They said in shock "ye uhh that's why I was um absent also don't tell anyone else" I begged they nodded "who's the farther?" Charli asked "oh just a random" I said obviously lieing "oh okay" they replied "Alfie go play I'll come in there soon" before I could even finish she ran to her play room and we burst out laughing "Alfie is a cute name" avani said they all nodded including me, i heard some boy voices when i heard a familiar voice ask who it was "nessa" the girls replied then jaden snatched it out her hand "hey bud" I said I think I got that of josh "NESSA" he screamed I couldn't help but laugh a few of boys came in the camera and then charli snatched it back "why don't you come back to L.A please" mads begged "no mads" I replied they all looked sad "I'm still in L.A but I will come visit you guys for a bit" i said they all grew happy "yay, why don't you talk to josh" one of the girls said "no please don-"I couldn't even finish she shoved it in Josh's face he just stood there I hung up and went to check on Alfie she had paint all over her "alfiee" I said laughing and taking a picture she just laughed she ran up to me and hugged my legs we both laughed i then began running a bath for her and as i was i got a calm from someone i didn't want to do I put my phone on silent and left it on the side I have to get some sleep tonight at least because I'm going to be driving all morning to the hype la so I bathed her and bathed myself she got hungry AGAIN and when she's hungry she gets angry like me basically hangry,I fed her and myself AGAIN we both ended up falling asleepA/n so guys this is book 2 I hope you like this first chapter 👋👋