"Ness can I ask you sum" he said "sure,Alfie go see uncle chase" I said while josh put her down she ran to chases room and we knew that because we heard her and chase screaming "so uh I really wonna be there for her I wonna be a family I wonna be able to call you mine again" he said I could tell taht he meant it but he hurt me a lot "josh I would love that to but...you broke me like no one ever has before" as I said them words he went sad "at least let me make it up to you" he begged "sure but how will you do that" I asked he lent down and got closer and closer to my face it made my heart beat fast and I got super nervous "Ik I make you feel some type-a way Janessa Barrett" I touched his arm and he jumped "Ik I make you feel some type-a way to Joshua Richards" I replied and walked out of the room to chase and Alfie,she got hungry so I fed her and then her and josh started to play she even called him dada ~time skip~ Me and Alfie where in the room where staying in when josh walks in Alfie ran up to him and screamed dada I walked into the bathroom to get changed "josh can you change her" I asked he hummed in response I just put on some josggers and a hoodie and josh changed Alfie
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I put Alfie down to sleep and I got in bed myself "you can go now" I said "ness please let me stay" he begged "fine" I replied "so where's your little girlfriend" I asked "look ness I didn't do that and idk how it happened but I loved you and still do" the words he said made my heart melt "I do believe you but I'm not ready for a relationship yet because you broke me not physically but mentally and I have loved you and still do but I just can't yet" he nodded and with that I drifted of to sleep but while I was half asleep I felt hands wrap around me I smiled but soon went in a deep sleep
