Creepy Experiences

2 - I lost my wings

31-5-2020

I'm transcribing this from my diary of weird things that happen. I also forgot to mention I can see the demons/spirits that follow me, I'll get into that in a later chapter. 

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 5-4-2020 

 I fell asleep at somewhere between 6:45 pm and 7:00 pm, previously being paranoid of something watching me or being on the veranda while listening to creepydrawstas (they comfort me I don't know why though) with the light on. 

 I woke up a 7:30 pm when mum walked in asking if I wanted food, I said yes, mum walked out and I got up my body was wobbly and my head was fuzzy but I managed to get far enough to collapse on the couch (I didn't mention it in my original encounter but there was something else sitting on the couch I only saw the outline of it though so I just avoided sitting there), I laid on my side feeling as if my heart went on blue mode (Undertale reference but it was accurate) then I realised there was a tugging on my back at first it felt like chains were hooked directly into my back, but, as I tried to get a better look at them I saw wings with hooks in them (they were black with a rainbow shimmer). The hooks were trying to tear off my wings but between my confusion, concern and heavy body, I didn't know what to do. 

 At 7:50 pm I got up and started documenting this. 

 8:02 pm I can no longer feel or see my wings only a blunt pain and stinging.  

8:14 pm I feel empty 

 8:20 pm I can see my wings again they are smaller and deformed (Just if you weren't aware already they aren't actual wings they are spirit wings)

 8:29 pm Food I will update if anything else happens. 

 8:31 pm I feel light. 

 8:32 pm My wings might be an illusion they are flickering. 

 8:34 pm I'm listening to "Slenderman Is Real" on Spotify. 

 8:41 pm I feel eyes on me and my back is extra stiff

11:10 pm I found out I had a seizure when I fell asleep (this is not unusual as I do get seizures but I hadn't had a seizure in about 6 months at the time and none of my triggers were set off so it was rather odd) 

 11:58 am -next day- -mini update- I still feel empty

 8:18 pm This doesn't feel like my body, it looks like my body but it feels wrong or just off. 

 10:25 pm I just plucked an eyelash and wished to be a Creepypasta I looked back into the mirror and I gave a genuine crooked smile and laughed, I didn't look like me I looked deranged, I started to tear up, I'm going insane. (I'm not entirely sure why I put this in but I'm adding all the details so... here you go) ?:?? (I think this was about 20 minutes after the last entry) Earlier I was messing around with my body (Not in that way you sickos) I was testing its limits by doing some stretches and exercises all the while a voice in the back of my head was saying stuff like "Need to work on this", "Has promise" etc (It was a male voice btw), Then I had an odd thought pop into my head had I seen Slender? my body shivered, I asked in my mind over and over again with the same result. Somehow thinking it was a coincidence I asked myself another question have I seen Slenderman in person? my entire body shivered intensely and I began to tear up, they're tearing up now just writing it (And yes now my eyes hurt and I still have that intense shiver, I think my mind is trying to make me forget? Please give me your thoughts on this). My wings have also been confirmed to be an illusion.

10:54 pm Sick stomach while transcribing this to a friend on Discord (I also had major paranoia which the same symptoms I have now while writing this) 

11:05 pm vision is blurry. 

11:29 pm high pitched noise is giving me a headache. 

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 And that's where that ends as you can tell I gave commentary where I thought needed explaining. I'm aware that I probably don't sound genuine especially because in later chapters I'm quite literally making jokes, but that's because I'm generally a light-hearted person who in the worst situation can and will make a joke out of it, so I'm sorry if you don't believe in what I say or even you don't believe that I believe, but, this is just how I am. Also, I am aware that doing these kinds of books draw them to you, which is exactly what I want. You can try and deter me from searching for them but it likely won't work, anyway bai!