My Life Story..-Kano Shuuya Fanfiction-

Kano Shuuya

~10 years ago~

"Mom.. Where are You mom?" I called out.

"I'm here Shuuya.. " Mom said with a bright smile on her beautiful face.

"It's nothing. I just wanna to say I love You.."

"I love You too Shuuya.. " She said and hugged me.

I was always happy with mom and dad. We were not rich but were we not poor. We just had a normal life and a normal family.

I was also so honest. I never told a lie to anyone..

I was....

~a few months later~

Today was a sunny day but I hoped it wasn't. My father was on his way from work and he was caught up with an accident. It was already too late to save him when he reached the hospital.

Here I am standing in a back shirt and pants, holding a black umbrella hiding my tears. I was crying my eyes out..

" Why!? Why did he died!?" I kept on screaming it to myself.

I thought I was the one who was the saddest but I was wrong. My mom walked towards his grave and she dropped on her knees. She started to cry and I stopped crying. Not because I wasn't sad anymore, it was because I was shocked seeing mom make a sad face like that..

I was totally speechless.. I could not say anything. I was useless that time.. I wanted to hug her but I was not strong enough to hold her in my arms so I just sat there under the hot sun.

"It's raining..." mom say with a shaky voice.

I looked at her and I see the rain.. it was her tears.

Since that day mom changed. I barely see her cheeky and cheerful face. I only see her scary and serious face. I was always scared around her.

She also never hug me like she used to. Now she just either scream at me or hit me for little mistakes I did. Sometimes I didn't even do anything wrong but she suddenly was mad at me so she hit me.

I was such a cry baby. Crying every night before sleeping. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep. My body was full with bruises.

At first all my friends were worried because I looked like I was bullied. I wasn't going to tell them what was happening so I lied.

For the first time I lied. I lied to my friends, teachers and neighbors. I held it in. I held it all on my shoulders.

"I wish I could just keep on lying" I whispered before sleeping..

One night....

I was being hit by mom because I didn't arrange my shoes after I got back from school. I wanted to cry but I held it in. I held it all in.

It was nearly midnight and mom haven't sleep yet. I closed my eyes wanting to sleep but she was too noisy. Suddenly, I heard the doors burst open.

A lot of guys in masks rush in. They pushed mom to the corner of the room and tied her up. I was in my room shocked and frozen. I wanted to help but I was useless. I wanted to.. but I can't..

The man pulled mom's hair and asked her "Where is your money and gold?"

Mom didn't answer and he pointed a gun at her. I didn't know What I was thinking but I ran out of my room and pulled the man's hand away from mom.

"please... don't hurt her" I said in a shaky voice.

"Shuuya... why.. why did You come out" She said with tears.

"Oh? if You want your son safe tell us Where do You keep it" The man held me and pointed the gun.

"I don't have any." mom said and he threw me towards mom.

"search the house" he said and the other guys did What he said.

After a while a man came down running with a bag. I looked at mom and her eyes were in shocked.

"I found this" the masked guy gave his boss the bag. inside it was full with money.

"You found it.. now leave!!!" mom shouted.

"it doesn't work that way missy.. first I need to do this" he pointed the gun at me.

I froze..

"run Shuuya... " mom said but I didn't.

He pulled the trigger and I closed my eyes.

Pang...

There was sounds only but it didn't hurt. I opened my eyes and I saw mom drop dead in front of me. Blood was all over her and me. I covered my mouth and she smiled.

"Shuuya.. I'm sorry.. I was a bad mom.."

"your not!!" I said.

a smile.. the smile that I haven't seen since dad died.. it was on her face.. why now!?

"I love You Shuuya.. please be safe.. I'm sorry.." she held my face.

"I promise.. I will.." I told another lie.

"I'm glad I'm able to safe y- " she suddenly stop.

"mom..mom!! mom??!!" she won't wake up..

I looked at the men and he shoot me..the pain was like nothing I have ever felt..it was horrible... I could not bare it.. How was mom able to smile with this amount of pain?

"I'm glad I'm able to safe y- " those words rang into my ears..

"I'm sorry I lied.." that was my final words..

After that I only saw darkness..