I'll catch you

Chapter 3

The sound of screaming filled the whole house. He was in a different position than before with semi laying behind him, but now sitting up and screaming.

The younger shot straight up and saw that poor semi was a shaking mess. Almost like he was vibrating. His hands were only an inch or two away from his face and tears dripped off his cheeks. He was completely white and his eyes were sealed shut as he keeps crying and crying and crying.

"Semi, semi, semi!" Shirabu said concerned.
Nothing but sobs

"Sem, semi, semi your not there anymore! Your here. It's me! Its shirabu!" His voice got louder and a wave of shock went through him as semi gripped his arms harshly.

"Shira?! Shira?!"

"What eita?!"

"I-I- I can't see, I can't see Shira! I can't breathe!" The older continued to cry

"Baby try to open your eyes, it's ok. Your with me." Shirabu put a hand on semis cheek and the other went through his hair, sliding his fingers gently across semis scalp.

After a few more moments semi opened his eyes, and hoooooly shit they were bloodshot. Shirabu's breath hitched when he saw the fear semi was holding in.

"Let it out.." the younger said

Semi didn't even think twice before he started crying again. Shirabu just held him, stroking semis back with his fingers and playing with his hair. After a while semi calmed down, now he was laying on shirabus stomach with his arms wrapped around his waist. And out of no where

"Please don't leave me.." the older whispered.

Shirabu could've sworn a tear fell. Semi always had that fear of shirabu leaving him. And the thought of loosing semi tore him apart.

"What"
Semi gripped onto Shirabus waist and buried his face in his stomach, and started crying

"Please don't leave me!" He cried

Shirabu sat up and cradled semis head in his chest. "Oh baby, why do you think I'd leave you?" He said concerned. 

"Because of the way I am! I'm always tired, and sad, and anxious, I'm constantly apologizing and-" the older was cut off by the youngers hands on his cheeks. "I'm gonna stop you right there. Stop it. Stop downing yourself. Stop pointing out the bad, your depression is not your fault. Not at all. I know it hurts baby... but you have to remember, your Semi Eita! Your stronger than this." Shirabus eyes filled with tears and a few even fell. "Your semi, semisemi, sem, the love of my life... your my baby boy, I would never change you for anything... I love you."

Now they were both crying. They embraced each other tightly and held on for dear life.

After a few more minutes of crying semi piped up. "Crying makes me hungry. Wanna get takeout?" He asked. "Well duh." Shira said with a smile

*Timeskip*

"Hey do you remember that time in high school, when tendou put goshiki on his shoulders, and he got a hard and tendou felt it on the back of his neck and that's the day we found out goshiki was gay?" Semi said with a giggle and shoved ramen in his mouth. "Or the time when Ushijima got stuck under the bleachers and we couldn't find him so he screamed tendous song so that we could find him? It was like a game of Marco Polo" shirabu replied laughing

They loved telling old high school stories to each other. Reliving old volleyball moments, laughing about dumb stuff they did, bad habits they had, it was one of their favorite things to do.

"My favorite memory was meeting you." The older said. "Oh really?" Shirabu replied,  leaning in a little bit. "Mmmmhm.." semi closed the gap between them. After a few kisses semi pulled away and took their food and sat it on the table. He gently pushed shirabu down on the couch and climbed on top of him, leaving trails of kisses down his face and onto his neck.

Once semi got down to The crook of shirabus neck, he nipped right on the spot that got him fired up. The youngers breaths for shorter and more rapid, he was right where semi wanted him to be.

He continued with the kisses and every so often he'd nip at Shiras sweet spot. Shirabu got fed up with the teasing and did the thing that got semi fired up more than volleyball...

"Mmmm Eita.." shirabu moaned and rolled his hips against semis, causing the older to shiver. After that, the rest of the night was history.

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