The Words I Couldn't Tell

[CHAPTER ELEVEN]

"Okaaayyy, so why are you here?"

"Uhmm..." Bobby stammered.

"I.... came here to challange a card match!"

Bobby reached into his bag and pulled out the book that he had kept for Eun Hee. Her face lit up; she was so pale, so luminous under the street light, that wasn't just an expression.

"Have you read it?" Eun Hee asked.

Bobby shook his head, "I thought we could . . . together?"

Eun Hee glanced back at the house, and stepped quickly off the steps. Bobby followed her down the stes, across the grave; driveaway, to the back stop of the elementary school. There was a big safety light over the door. Eun Hee sat on the top step, and Bobby sat next to her.

Eun Hee took a long time to read each page tonight, because it was so strange to be sitting together somewhere other than on the class. To even see each other outside the class. When they got to the last page of the book, all Bobby wanted to do was sit and talk about it.

(All he really wanted to do was sit and talk to Eun Hee.) But then his phone rang, revealing Hanbin's number on the screen.

"I've got to go." Bobby said.
"Oh," she said.
"Okay, I guess, I do, too."

Bobby took Eun Hee to her house safely and he ran to the bus station before Eun Hee could say good bye.

[EUN HEE'S POV]

When I walked back into the house, the living toom was bright and the tv was on. Eun Hee could see her dad sitting on the cough and her mom standing in the doorway of the kitchen.

I was just a few steps to my room. . .

"Is that your boyfriend?" My dad asked, teasing me.
"No," I said. "He's just a boy from school."
"WHat did he want?"
"To talk to me about an assignment." I said.

I waited in my bedroom doorway. Then, when her dad didn't say anything more, I stepped inside, shutting the door slowly. I climbed into bed and clenched my eyes and jaw and fists _ helf everything clenched until she could breathe without screaming.

I started to think about Bobby,

About the way he smelled, like sweat.
About the way he smiled when he liked something, with his just turned up at the corners. . .

"He's just a boy." I said to myself.

        The next morning, my mother stood in the bedroom, she took a hairbrush and drawing my hair into a ponytail.

"Eun Hee..." She said
"I know why you're in here." I said, pulling away. "I know what you are thinking mom."
Eun Hee's mom gigled.
"No. I know. He wont come back, okay? I don't want him to know that you are his fan, mom."
"Okay, well. . . okayy. ." she said. "I wont let him know, just invite him again, the other members too!" my mother is so excited.

"I'll try. . . so can I go to school now?" I asked.
"Sure thing dear!"

She finished my ponytail tiddly and went out from my room, I don't know what to do. I don't want more from Bobby. Especially when just being Bobby and Hanbin's friend was pretty much the best thing that had ever hapened to me.

I went to the bus stop and I went in. I went to my sit and I saw Bobby was there. He didn't say hi as I sat down. I looked at the aisle. After a few seconds, he reached over and pulled at the slik scarf I'd tied around my wrist.

"I'm sorry" he said.
"For what?" I asked.
"For leaving you in a hurry without saying goodbye." He said.

I looked at him and my focus went to his lips. I'd spent all night thinking about how beautiful his lips are. I looked back at the aisle. Bobby wound my scarf around his fingers until my hand was hanging in the space between Bobby's fingers. He was literally holding my hand.

[END POV]

[BOBBY'S POV]

Holding Eun Hee's hand ws like holding a butterfly. Or a heartbeat. Like holding something completely, and completely alive.

As soon ad I touched her, I wondered how he'd gone this far without doing it. I rubbed my thumbs through her palm and up her fingers, and was aware of her every breath.

I had held hands with girls before. Girls way sexier and prettier. A girl at ninth-grade dance last 2 years. I even kissed while waiting for her father to pick her up. But holding Eun Hee's hands were different. When I'd kissed that girls last 2 years, with my mouth dry and my eyes mostly open, I had myself wondered if maybe there was something wrong with me.

I'd even wondered, while I was kissing her, I'd wondered that whether he might be gay. Except I didn't feel like kissing any guys either. I looked at eun Hee's lips and a thought come at my mind.

"Will I close my eyes.."

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Kissing Bobby, how would I react? can I be you Eun Hee! Bobby sweet touches, OMG OMG OMG. Anyone here want Bobby to hold their hands like he did to Eun HEe? :3

So this is chapter ELEVEN . WOOO. This chapter it's about Eun Hee and Bobby's start. Love you readers!

Sincerly,

YG Fam Fan.