Hi my name is Katee, I don't uselly talk about things like this but um I am 13 turning 14 and I self harm am bulimic and have trickotilamania, anxiety and depresstion. I know there is alout that people don't see that I do this and there are things that I suffer with that a common and not common like, trichotillomania or trich for short is the compulsive disorder of were you pull out your hair most common places is hair on your head, eyebrows and what I suffer with the most is eyelashes I cover it with makeup so people don't see and people with it don't uselly tell people they have it, so there are almost no medical studies put in order to find a cure, you are probley wondering or screaming at your screen "just stop just stop with the pulling" but here's the thing it's a compulsive desorder that stems from a young age and gets worse over on it soon becomes an addiction your body needs Hence the turm compulsive desorter you can't stop and it's hard for you to try to my secret is that I have dealt with this since the summer befor 4th grade, I want to let you know that if you suffer with this that its ok to tell someone they can try and help and just think that you are helping other people becuase they can use all the imformation they can get. Then there's depresstion and all that and they are know but not taken into acount and are pushed out of they way saying its your choice to do this, but anirexia and bulimic for me is becuase my own family called me to fat and there are all these beautiful girls who are skinny and perfect which drove me to it and self harm stems off of my depression I used to hide my depresstion well at school so no one could tell. Anxiety is know to and people take better to that than self harm, Alout of the time I was always afraid of small places and people I did not know and finding out a shocking news but it was not till 6th grade it got worse I ignored it, it got better but plummeted when I was in 8th grade and I remember the first aniexty attack I was with my family and I was out to eat with people I did not know ,and we were in a separate room in a restaurant and I went to grab my drink and started shaking and I just could not control myself inside I wanted to stop but I did not have the power over myself to stop it i " blacked out "to were I forgot everything for 10. Seconds and was back to normal I started crying and crying and could not stop cause i did not know what happend later on I was told I had anxiety officially and got Medican to help me.
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But this will be , my book about all the things I struggled with and still do I will but updates go alout so stay tuned 😜.please to not send me hate for who I am truly I suffer with alout and don't want to be bullied because of it.
