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blue led lights light up the room as im laying there in the silence staring at the ceiling, my head filling up with thoughts, both bad and good. im overthinking, i do it a lot, i wish i didnt but i cant help it.
i can hear my boyfriends soft breathing next to me. i sigh heavily as i cuddle in closer to his sleeping body, i cannot sleep. no matter how hard i try nothing is working. i grab my phone to look at the clock as the bright light of the screen hits my face, it reads 2.23 am. i look at the screen in disbelief, ive been trying to fall asleep for two hours. i break out of my thoughts as i hear a groan from beside me.
"babe?" i hear ales sleepy whisper next to me. "yea, whats up?" i ask not bothering to look up from his chest." why arent you sleeping, how late is it?" he asks stretching a bit. "oh its past 2am, sorry i didnt mean to wake you up" i respond slightly smiling at him, his eyes are still half closed as he looks at me, i can tell hes very tired. "have you slept like, at all?" he asks me with worry in his voice. my heart flutters a bit, i feel bad keeping him up so i just simply respond "dont worry about me, go back to sleep" i say kissing his chin. he clearly doesnt like my answer as i feel his hand on my cheek " no babe, im serious" he says this time with his eyes fully open. i realize im not getting him back to sleep until i respond so i sigh and burry my head into his side "no, ive been trying but its not working" i mumble a answer to his question as i feel him hold me tighter close to him. " you couldve just woken me up earlier, whats on your mind?" he asks while kissing the top of my head. "nothing really, just overthinking" i respond sighing out of annoyance. "you do that way too much, i know you cant control it but tell it to chill" he says, i giggle "you know it doesnt work like that" i say looking at him. he smirks "why not, just tell it to fuck off" i laugh at him. "you dork, i wish i could" i say sighing for like the fourth time. "would playing with your hair help?" he asks his fingers already running through my hair. i hum in response feeling myself relaxing. "ill take that as a yes" i giggle a bit "less talking dummy" i say as i lift my head up to look at him.
"you know im gonna marry you one day, right?" he suddenly says after like ten minutes of silence and him playing with my hair. softly grabbing my cheeks he looks at me waiting to see my response, my smile grows twice as wide as it already was. "you better, cos i aint leaving" i giggle as i kiss the tip of his nose. his expression doesnt change as he cups the sides of my face "i aint letting you, seriously tho i would not want to spend the rest of my life with anyone else" he says looking directly into my eyes. i feel my eyes gloss up, "are you sure, what if you find someone better?" i ask, my insecurities kicking in, all that overthinking did infact do something. he wipes a teardrop from the corner of my eye "i knew you were thinking about that, i just knew it" he says holding me up to him really tight. "listen here, youre perfect in my eyes. no one else could ever compare to you. stop worrying about it, im still with you arent i?" i nod. "so just try to not worry, im here for you. okay?"
a/n: hey yall, sorry ive been updating very slow. ive been real busy with school. hope you liked this short and sweet story tho, it was a little sad but we all need some comfort sometimes right? if youre intrested in keeping up with me or maybe even giving me requests you can dm me on insta at random.fan.drawings. thank you to those who have added this story to their libraries and everyone whos read it, its crazy to me how many reads were at. i appreciate you all. take care and ill update again when i can! <3
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