broken || hwang hyunjin

20 (last chapter)

warning this chapter consist of self harming

hana pov
icslept and woke up like usual nightmares and stuff

i felt weak today to be honest i don't know what exhausting things i did yesterday all i did was crying

i sat down on my bed, and yes i did starve myself i waited and waited for the perfect time to go

i looked at the end of my table, notes check, i left my phone on my nightstand

i left my bedroom door and step out and it wasn't that noisy in-fact the house was quite, i went down and saw the maids cleaning the house

"oh my god hana! are you okay?" one of them asked as she drops the mop

"im fine" i said as my voice cracked

"oh dear you must be hungry come let's eat" she said pulling me

"ah no im going out to meet my friends to have some food.." i lied

"really? okay then" she said and bow

i smiled and exit the house, to be honest i had no feeling about this i walked to one of my favorite cafe where i would go with Jaemin

the cafe wasn't that far it was only 5-6 minutes away

i arrived as the aroma of the coffee hit my nose

i went to the cashier and order my drink

"hello welcome to xxxxxx cafe what would you like to order!" asked the girl who's in mid 20s

"i would love to have ice frappe" i said and smiled at her

"thats it?" She said

"that would be it...for my last day" i said mumbling the last sentence

"great! that would be 8.14$" she said

i gave her 10$

"keep the change" i smiled and went to my table

i waited and waited for my coffee to arrive but instead i saw Haechan aka one of jaemins friend

"oh hana it's been awhile" he said as he sat infront of me

"if your here to kidnapped me go ahead" i said looking at him

"what do you mean?" he asked

"dont play stupid, i know you're part of his gang" i mumbled

"i mean yeah but he passed away 3 years ago hana, you still haven't move on" he sighed

i looked at him and scoffed

"really? you haven't seen him?" i asked him in disbelief

"are you sick or something" he said as touch my forehead

"haechan, he  changed a lot" i said holding my tears

"he fake his death" i spoke

"what do y-you mean!?" he said as he stood up

"havent jeno told you?" i asked

"we sort of lose things like we're still friends but it's just that we don't have time to spend" he said

"where can i find him" he asked begging me

"not sure but i could give you jenos number..." i said

i gave jenos number and he bid bye and left

and then my coffee came

"im so sorry for the sending this coffee late, the machine had some problems" she said worriedly