I realised something today..
It doesn't matter what other people think it's what you think. If people feel like you can't do it you get up and show them how it's done. When someone doesn't believe that's the worst of them all, belief is the key and without it this world could be nothing, so imagine that nobody believes in you, not only do you lose trust you start to lose your self-esteem and you feel like you can never put your self out there for anybody to find or to know you feel so alone that you cry yourself to sleep. You think that the whole world hates you, you then start blaming god or possibly the earth for your current situation yet at the same time your so lost and empty hungry for just a dose of happiness just a little bit of love. You start to caver at the thought of love and what it would be like but then you remove thoes inages from your mind..
Why?
Because it's too hard to even think about and in that moment you try to recall a moment in your life where you've felt this cold but the answer is not even known to you because there have been many times .
That is how it feels to have no parents the showering of love was unfortuanately not showered upon me I didn't get the chance that most kids did but look at me now and where its got me, I am so afraid to live to touch and to love because it's just harder and its easier this way, this way no feelings or emotions are involed it means that I'm less involed and where I come from less is good.
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The Seekers : Darkness Is Rising
FantasyI am a seeker. My entire lifetime is to be for the purpose of protecting and seeking the Armageddon stone. My whole family have been seekers ,however, being the ancestor of the 8th seeker has been a setback, long ago where the seekers were founded...
