Teenage Rant Book ✌

Hate. List.

Its a book. Some of you might have read it? Idk its by Jennifer Brown. and she lives in Kansas City.. I kinda want to go see her. I live in Savannah and I want to talk to her about her book. I am probably just being dramatic. But I cried. So hard when I read this book. I cry when I read just about every book though but this one I didn't cry for the book really. I cried because it reminded me of well. Me. And not in a way that says well my boyfriend shot up a school. No. In the way that I'm deppresed as fuck and I need to get the fuck over life and see reality. See the world how it is not how I think it is. Life sucks. It does and I need to except that and not just think because I'm deppressed it just sucks for me. It does suck for me. But other people are effected and I just need to be selfish for a bit. Yes longer then I have been for all this time. And get back to reality.

Reality.
Reality. Yea. Reality.

Where people arnt perfect.

And someone somewhere cares or will.

And where not everyone will like you.

But get over it its life.

And yes. I am not perfect. But I a few.
Very few.

Good quality's
My eyes.
I can draw well.
I can run
Hopefully away from here.

And I need to accept the fact that I have things to help me get better.
My family.
My friends
The very few I have
My music
And reality.

This book is helping me get better in some way. Helps me not express my feeling through anger and sadness but instead through words. And hopefully I'm not the only one reading this... Hopefully someone understands? Idk. Never mind it was a bad idea I'm sorry

Bye.

12-23-14