Mi Amór

Chapter 8

Blake's Pov

           I wake up with a huge headache I look around to find myself in the white room still. I look to my right and see Angelo holding my hand while he is leaning against the chair sleeping. I start to pull my hand from him but he starts to move which makes me freeze I wait a few more seconds and start to pull my hand from his again but of course to my luck he wakes up. "Hey your awake." He says with a tired smile. "How long have I been out" getting straight to the point. "Three days." He says while looking down at the ground. Don't get me wrong I was pissed. No not pissed I was furious. Not just at Angelo and Dominic at myself too for letting it get to me. I haven't had a panic attack in years and I don't plan to start again soon. I kept a blank look on my face and just looked at the wall in front of me trying to calm my anger. Angelo looks up at me with hesitation in his eyes. "Blake?" He asked with the hesitation in his voice that he also had in his eyes. "What?" I ask without any emotion. "Are you okay?" He asked one if the stupidest questions you could ever ask. I finally quit looking at the wall and look at him. I guess I didn't erase the anger in my eyes all the way because Angelo looked back down. I know that it isn't Angelos fault why I'm in this room but I can't help but be mad that I let him get this close to me just for him to only fake care because his shithead of a brother told him so. Like who the hell does that. It's not only his fault but mine too for even thinking a slight chance that someone cares. I should know better. I keep putting myself in the same situation over and over again. Just in the end for them to leave or not even care in the first place like they always do. I need to get out of here and go far away. I will just have to move again. But I only have about a month and a half of school to finish. I start pulling the i.v and stuff out my arm and start standing up to leave. "Hey Blake where are you going?" Angelo jumps up and tries to grab my wrist. "Don't touch me" I say with so much anger and power that Angelo looked at me and shock. I write my worst from his hand and walk out the door slamming it leaving Angelo in shock. I start walking through this huge ass house. I start getting annoyed because I can't find the damn door. I turn a few more corners just to run into the shithead himself. I look at him with so much anger and hatred it scared me a bit. Sometimes I can't control myself and sometimes I do or say something stupid that will most likely get me in trouble later on. "Get out my way" I say still with the same look in my eyes. "And where do you think you are going princessa ?" He asked with a smirk on his face. I look at him like he is the most stupidest person on earth. Like does he not remember he is the one who gave me not one but two panic attacks?! I'm so tempted to just punch the damn smile off his faces because who does he think he is. "Don't call me that now get the fuck out my way." I say in that calming voice that scares most. "No can do princessa." He says which only angers me more. He has no control over me I don't remember giving him the right to push me around. So I do what anyone would do in my situation and push him out my damn way to go back to finding the door. I keep walking till the prick decides to grab my wrist and turns me back around. "Listen here and listen closely princessa because I'm only gonna say this once. You are not leaving I don't care if I have to strap you to a damn bed to keep you from leaving." He says with a serious look. Bipolar much. I start laughing. Like actual laughing. He only stares at me with and annoyed look on his face. Good now he knows how I have been feeling since I got to this damn place. I wipe the imaginary tear. "You really got me there" I say sobering up. "It's funny how you think that I'm scared of you like you are the big bad wolf like seriously who the fuck do you think you are by boss in me around like I'm some kid. I don't remember ever giving a shit about what you say." I say while looking him dead in the eyes with an emotionless face. I give him a side look before I continue walking. I'm already tired from all this shit even though I was out for 3 days. I find a room which I'm guessing is a guest room. I walk over to the bed and lay down and just in seconds I'm out like  a light.

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A/N
          Hey guys I would really love for y'all to comment and tell me how you feel about this book I know I have late updates but I try my hardest for this just being my first story and I also found out some terrible news that my cousin also my best friend he tried to kill himself recently and this is the only thing that's helping keep me sane. I also plan on going through the story and fixing all my errors in the future. Also thank you again for everyone who had been supporting me through all this. :)