FLASHBACK
It was a sunny day at Erabor with a breeze. But then all was destroyed in a blink of an eye. It started when the sound of a dragon came, the village of Dale was destroyed then my home. I was with my mom when it happened. We were trying to get out, but my mother died right before my eyes. I was only 1 so I didn't know what to do. I started to cry, later found by my father. The last thing I remember is my dad carrying me out .IN THE BLUE MOUNTAINS
My father made a home for the people of Erabor. my father lived with his sister who had Fili and Kili. we grew up together playing and annoying each other. When my father decided that fili and kili were to learn how to fight I no longer was able to play with them as much. when they we busy training with Thorin and Dwain, I was with my aunt helping her clean. It had made me so annoyed knowing that he will never teach me how to fight.
As years passed on and the brother both were great with swords and for some odd reason kili was interested in archery. uncle didn't approve of it he said that it was a weapon used by elves and disapproved though he ignored him. for a long time I had a feeling set in my mind how I don't want to be here for the rest of my life doing basically nothing besides cleaning cooking and even learning boring lesions with my aunt. I wanted to leave and travel but I never thought thorin would approve. so I decide to tell my aunt, she had always been close to me and I even thought of her like a mother. when I told her my thoughts she was shocked but understood me. I asked her what I should do because I was scared to even ask my dad about letting me leave. she was about to answer until Fili, kili and thorin walked through the do. she then asked me to gather some of the food up. I was about to but thorin asked me, fili, and kili to go up stairs, we just nodded and head up stairs. fili and kili when to there room but I sneaked out of my room to hear what thorin was saying. I heard thorin ask what my self and her were talking about but all she replied was you should find out for yourself. At that time I new he was probably going to come talk to me so I went back into my room and polled out a book to make it look like I was reading even though I was. I heard thorin come up the stairs, and I was somewhat scared of how he would react if I told him. he knocked on my door and I told him he could come in. The first question he asked was what were you talking about, I said" it was nothing important". he didn't believe me and I could tell he knew that I was lying. he finally said " it is a big deal you stopped talking when I walked in so it must be important". I tried to walk away from the conversation but he wouldn't let me. after minutes of him asking and me declining I finally just yelled it out. I said," fine you want to know I told her I wanted to leave because I didn't want to spend the next of my life here." He looked angry and walked out of my rooms slamming the door shut.
The next day I knew there was going to be some hot water between me and thorin. I found out that he had told balin and dwalin about it and they were angry as well. and well this is the day in which I left and never returned. it involved a lot of fighting I think you can imagine what I mean by that he basicly made me so mad I also yelled at him. balin and dwalin added in to the arguing finally thorin said to me, "fine go, do what ever you want I don't care." I was shocked but I don't think they ever expected me to actually go but I did. I grabbed my horse, Twilight, and rode away that's the last time I had ever seen my father again until of course the meeting Gandalf invited me to. but lets get on with the actual story.