Tee's PoV
this morning i helped p'Anne to promote her work at her office , and i also i'm going to be the guest for "The Styler" show on Emporium Mall youtube channel which p'Anne also hosted on youtube next week , so we shot a little teaser for the fans
"Tee , dont forget tomorrow you have company calendar photoshoot with Bow alright ? khun Jane make sure Tee shines like diamond .. whoooo blinding !!!" p'Anne said as she pinched my cheek
"khaaaa khun Anne , i'll make sure Tee will look the best for you , not going to disappoint you anyway .." p'Jane laughed
"i believe you khun Jane .. oh Tee ? you have shooting after this ?" p'Anne asked
i looked at p'Jane as i make sure "khrab p'Anne, after lunch, isnt it p'Jane ?" p'Jane nodded and said yes too
"alright then , you should back to the shooting location then , i'll call you back again na khun Jane .." p'Anne tapped my shoulder and p'Jane and i wai her as we're leaving
"uih ... so packed , tomorrow your schedule will be more packed ai Tee .. " p'Jane said as she was looking at her phone juggling on my busy schedule
i only nodded as i staring outside the moving car , enjoying the hectic Bangkok rush this hour
"i'm so happy na p'Anne introduced you to the casting director , now my baby Tee Yim Yim is on of the hottest Ch3 young actor , i couldnt be proud enough .." p'Jane tapped my hair
"this is because of your hardwork too p'Jane .." i smiled
"you always been my good kid , you deserved all of this , your place is the highest at the sky .. there .." p'Jane pointed at the Mahanakon building which has my huge LED banner for a commercial
i stared at my own picture , it was only me , alone , when i think about it again , it was such a weird feeling , i rarely paid any attention to see my face on the billboard LED it just .. i already lost the hype of seeing my own face .. unlike the old days
not far from that , i saw Bass's face graced another LED board for his candy commercial, smile slowly curved from my face
"ai fat boy is so cute na , he suits that kind of commercial " p'Jane commented as she also saw the LED board then she continued focused on her phone again
as the car keep moving , i slowly losing the sight of Bass and my face on the LED board , that's the reality .. now we're on our own , it's not that we now in the bad term , not at all ..
so ..
our group SBFIVE's contract ended 2 years ago , actually p'Oh and p'Jane asked whether if we wanted to continue the group or not ? since TaoKaeNoi and other brand that we endorsed that time still wanted us to be their face
it wasnt an easy decision but we the member decided to not renew the contract after many consideration and thought, we decided to call it quit .. and not to continue being together as SBFIVE by the end of 2020
like i told you , it wasnt an easy one , it was emotional and heartbreaking for us and for the fans , we've been through a lot together but it was the path that we had to choose in order to grow , the painful farewell is the sure thing sooner or later, and the only choice we had only to move on , and continue to do the best of our life , even tho i had to show only the smiles and hides all the tears ..
we proved it ..
Bass currently shooting his series in GMM , and he has several movies awaiting
Copter now focuses on his music career also being a successful music producer with his Hunter Record label
p'Kim currently being a Ch7 darling as the lakorn he played last year was a hit and now he's shooting another lakorn on Ch7
for me , it was all started when p'Anne listened to my solo song at StarHunter and she asked me to sing for her lakorn's OST , i still remember it was for p'Mew and p'Mark 's lakorn , the OST became a big hit and p'Anne asked me to play a minor role there , it was all baby step until the Ch3 itself asked me to be the part of their new lakorn , and it continues until now ..
even tho we all know by our own and didnt get to be stuck together as 5 dumbasses like the old times , but we all the member always in a good term , like me , p'Kim and Bass often be in a event together , me and Copter actually lives in the same Condo area , and i also went to have lunch with Bass often .. except one person ..
p'Tae ..
after the contract ended , p'Tae said he would leave the showbiz and this whole industry, he wanted to focus on his business, and now he's no longer living in Bangkok , he already went back to Khonkaen
and after that i never heard about him ever again..
maybe once or twice when he called p'Jane but he never called me or even texted me personally .. not even a birthday wishes on instagram
until last night .. i got a call from an unknown number , i usually ignored this kinda of call but i chose to answered it this time ..
"hello .."
"hello ... Tee ?"
my hands trembled when i heard that voice , the voice i longed to hear all of this years , without even telling me who is it , there's no way i could forget the voice of the one that owned my heart
"p .. p'Tae ... ?" i couldnt hide my shaky voice , glad he couldnt see my already teary eyes
"hmm .. it's me .. " i could imagine his smile from the other line , the memories of his face still strong in my head "how .. how are you ..?"
"mmm , i'm fine p'Tae .. and you ? " i tried so hard to sound as calm as usual , when in fact my heart was ready to burst in any time soon
"i'm good .. "
there was a long awkward pause between us for a moment .. neither of us talking , just listening to each other's breathe and sighs
"Tee .. " p'Tae finally started to speak again
"khrab p'Tae .. ? is there anything you wan-"
"P' is going to get married next week na .."
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"r..really ??? that's lovely p' ! p'Ning must be so happy .. c..congratulation na khrab p'Tae .. " i replied
"Tee .."
"i really wish you the best na khrab p'Tae ...."
"t..thank you na .. " p'Tae paused for a moment "Tee .. if it's possible .. can i ask for something ? "
"hmm ? what is it p'Tae ? " i tried to sounded as bubbly as before
"would you be my best man ?"