Will you laugh?Will you laugh if I told you that I actually hurt?Will you laugh if I told you I'm suffering? Of course you would. I'm the person who's always smiling, trying to make everyone else happy, but there's no one there for them. I'm the one cheering you on but no one cheers for me.
It's not like I'm complaining, it just feels lonely sometimes. It feels like no one cares and no one would even try. Would you smile at me and tell me it'd be alright, if I was sad? Or would I annoy you and make you go away? I wonder.....
And you know what else makes me feel lonely? Running in the cold, the sky is gray and you feel the cold wind run through your clothes and hair without mercy. Even though it's somehow comforting, it gets lonely, and you stop to remind yourself you're alone and the only thing next to you is your shadow. That the only one talking is the music you're listening to.
Then you feel the need for oxygen, and feel your cold lungs in your chest begging for oxygen. You gasp for air and stand there, catching your breath,.... alone...... and you smile sadly at yourself; the joy you had felt while running had not only stopped when you stopped but brought new loneliness and sorrow. And is no longer there, long go e all together with your happy smile.
Finally the realization hits, you ran alone had fun and shared your joy with no one....
