"first let me tell you.. this is my own opinion.. as a fan of you guys.. not the whole ARMY ok?.."
BTS nodded..
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"this is my consequence because I was careless for letting you guys entering my heart....But...." i wipeed tears from my c...
"can you please stay with us? " Namjoon looked at me.. "we want you to give your opinion about this video as ARMY who is closest to us"
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We sat in the corner of the studio..
"hmm..Memory from the start huh? ".. I paused for a moment.. "first let me tell you.. this is my own opinion.. as a fan of you guys.. not the whole ARMY ok?.."
BTS nodded..
"hmm.. somehow, this video actually makes me think that you guys want to say thank you and..... goodbye to me.. " i said with cracked voice.. Holding back my tears..
"we won't.... " Hoseok whispered..still buried his face in my nape.. He hugged me tighter from behind.. We are cuddling from the start..
"i know this is your 7 year video .... sorry if my mind is verry dark.. I was thinking too much about your military service.. " i dare to look at Jin..
He smiled and stroked my hair.. "Don't think too much about us precious... you have your own life for you to think about.. Ok? "
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Hearing that actually makes me even more hurt... I hate this..
I burst into tears.. "i really hate love...." your mind is already chaotic.. "....because it feels to make my heart uncomfortable.. I hate it.. it hurts"
"y/n...."
I tried smiling.. "I'm fine " i smile even wider to convince them that I'm really fine.. "this is my consequence because I was careless for letting you guys entering my heart.."
I see to my first bias.. Namjoon.. He who invited me to join him in BigHit.. . . . . . . . . . . Flash back 1 year after they debuted.. 2014 they went to America..
I saw some boys was distributing tickets for free... "I want you to come see my concert" he said in english and give the ticket to me who happened to be passing by..