CAN'T ESCAPE FATE

I'M JUST SICK OF PRETENDING TO BE HAPPY

May, 27th

Wednesday,

*Elen's POV*

I've always loved to watch him asleep, but lalety all I can think is that I haven't been happy in while, I just managing to stay in this relationship because I still care and I don't want to hurt him, but why should I care? He never cares about me, he hurted me so many times, why do I care so much? God knows how much I've tried to end this but he always try to manipulates me and makes me feel like shit.

*Throwback* ...Everything started last year, after 2 years and a half living together he decided he didn't love me and couldn't be with me anymore, so he left me, I went through the worst moments of my life, I loved him more than I did love myself. At this time I was with depression it got worse after he left. We still talked everyday and even we aren't together he called me every night. After trying to get back for like 3 months I got my car and went to his place to talk. He made sure we wouldn't get back together so I decided to move on.
1 week later, he came to me saying he changed his mind and he now realized he still loves me and want me back and at the moment I felt like I wanted this too, so I allowed him back in my life.
At the beggining didn't see like a bad idea, but a couple weeks later I've witnessed his change. He was always trying to control my life, my friendship and treatened me many times, even he never hitted me I was afraid, I never saw him acting like that, he never cared so much and now he even fights about "likes on social media", I was living a toxic/abusive relationship that I've always feared. Every fight we had he would come treatining me and saying the worst things but I wasn't the same insecure girl he left back then, he couldn't put me down anymore, so all he did was lose my respect and the rest of love that was still inside of me. ***

I got up to get a shower, put on a cropped sweatshirt and my usual black jeans, grabbed my car keys and went to the door.

"Where are you going so early?" - Robert asked while getting up.

"To get coffee..." - I turned back to face him "Do you want anything?"

"Yes, can you walk to the coffee shop? I really need to use the car... I promised my mom that I'd take Olivia to school today" - He said

I rooled my eyes and handed him my keys.

"Fine" - I said before making my way out.

*Noah's POV*

As usual I was in the car waiting for my brother to get ready. "Hurry up Colby" - I yelled at him

"Coming..." - He said making his way to the car

"Don't forget you wallet I'm not paying this time"

"Oh almost forgot that too wait one more sec!" - Typical Colby

After getting his wallet we made our way to the coffee shop, it was aroud 7 blocks from our place, I turned up the radio a few songs later Rockstar comes on:

"LET'S GO. BRAND NEW LAMBORGHIN F*** A COP CAR.............." - We started singing very loud at this time I was pretty sure everyone was looking at us at the red light.

"Green! Go!" - Colby alerted me

Soon as we parked the car we made our way in to the line to get out order, it wasn't big just one girl in front of us.

"Can I get a Caramel Frappuccino and 2 Chocolate Croissant?" - The girl in front of us said to the guy in the balcony.

"Sure, your name?" - He asked her

"Elen" - She replied back

"Uh pretty name to a prettier girl" - He smirked

Colby and I looked at each other with a mocking face and trying not to laugh. As the girl try to pay for the order, her card got denied twice, she was about to cancel her order but I stopped her..