His Maid | Kim Taehyung

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That man is able to control your body. You couldn't believe he had such an impact to your heart and soul.

As soon as he said it's just the two of you, you immediately forgot about your regrets, your problems, Jungkook, Yeji, everything. Just you and Taehyung, kissing each other.

He liked you. That could explain many of his weird actions.

He held you in his arms and led you to his bedroom, and he put you on the bed. He lied next to you, his hand cupping your cheek and kissing you passionately.

You thought it was impossible to feel this way. You had never experienced such a happiness again. Such a moment where your heart was about to die from love and passion.

He brought his body above yours once again.

Being the first time you experienced such a moment with a male, a slight panic brought you back to your senses.

He was Taehyung.

That logic part of your brain woke up and helped you remember one more reason you didn't wanna fall for him.

He was changing his crush all the time. Right now it could be you, but next week's, it could be Yeji again or any other girl.

You wondered how many times he'd been this passionate about a girl. How many he'd dated and brought to his bed.

You didn't want to be with someone who wouldn't make you feel safe. Who would probably leave you the next day. You were looking for stability your whole life, relationships weren't an exception.

You knew Taehyung wouldn't stop. He seemed to be controlled by his passion and he was kissing you non-stop. It was you again who pushed him slightly and brought him to his senses.

"Tae..." you said in a soft voice "Stop it"

No matter how much I love it...

He respected what you said and stopped immediately, and he lied next to you. You were looking at each other, and he seemed troubled.

"Is it because of Jungkook and Yeji again?" he asked.

"No. It's because of me"

"What do you mean"

"I'm not the kind of girl that can be with you, Taehyung, I... I want something stable. My life is so fucked up, and I've seen your romantic interest moving from a masked girl at the dance to Yeji to end up at me, all of this in a few weeks. I'm sure you like me, I can tell, but I strongly believe that it won't last. And if it's not to last, I don't want to be involved. "

He was looking carefully at you, listening to your every word.

"I understand the reasons you're afraid, I've shown an image that definately can't be trusted by a partner. But I, also strongly, believe that I'm able to prove you that I'm pretty stable too as a person. Well, that I can be like that. And I would like to try to be stable with you"

You were melting slowly. His words sounded like a most beautiful song to your ears, but didn't let yourself trust them.

You were afraid to put your trust in him.

You didn't say anything for a while. In the end, he grabbed your body, turned you around so that you would have your back on him, and hugged you from behind. He brought his face to your neck, whispering.

"I'm dying to make you open up to me and trust me completely..."