CHAPTER ONE

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"What the hell!" I screamed as I enter the condo of my boyfriend Eris. I saw him making out with other girl! Grabe ang pag iisip ko Kung pano ko siya isusurprise because today is our f*cking anniversary! Tapos eto Ang makikita ko?! What a nice view!

" Kali, it's not what you think. Let me explain" He said as pleasing me to listen to him

"Babe, who is she?" Aba Ang mahadera may gana pang sumabat!

" Hoy babaeng malandi! Kapos na kapos ka na ba sa lalaki at pati Ang akin ay tinikman mo?!" Akmang susugod ako dun sa mahadera ngunit pinigilan ako ng damuho Kong boyfriend!

"At ikaw!" I pointed him "Anong it's not what I think?! Ano sa tingin mo Ang iisipin ko pag nakita ko Ang BOYFRIEND ko MAKING OUT with other girl huh? Naglalaro?! Tagu taguan, ikaw taya?! Tumbang preso?! Eris! Bobo na Lang Ang iisip niyan! At Hindi ako Yun!" I shouted at him. Sh*t! I'm very mad at this moment and I can't even listen to anyone! My mind was closed on his d*mn excuses!

" Kali, I'm sorry. Nagkulang ka eh." I frowned on what I heard. Ako? Nagkulang? "Lalaki ako at Alam mo na Ang ibig sabihin nun" he said then walked back but I stopped him.

" So you did it because I can't give you myself? Is that it?" He nods. I fake a laugh. " You're a jerk Eris! Ang lame!" I shouted

"Lame siya sayo pero sa isang tulad Kong lalaki Hindi. Isang taon na tayong magkarelasyon. Naiintindihan mo ba?!"

"Hindi ko naiintindihan! Dahil para sakin sapat na Kung ano Yung nagagawa ko sayo! Sapat na Yun! Sana sayo din but it's not! You're craving for more at Hindi ko naibigay o mabibigay sayo Yun Kaya sa iba mo hinanap!? Ganun ba?! You know what?! Let's just end this! End this relationship of ours! It's nonsense!" Nakita ko pa siyang hahabulin ako but I give him my darkest glare so he stop. Malakas Kong sinara Ang pinto ng condo Niya.

Di pa nasira!

Hindi ko mapigilan Ang luhang pilit kumakawala sa Mata ko. Hindi man siya Ang unang lalaking minahal ko pero siya Ang pinaka matagal Kong nakarelasyon pero t*ng*na! Pare-pareho ng reason kung bakit ako nagiging mag Isa ulit!

F*ck that virginity!

Yun Lang ba Ang mahalaga sa lahat? Sa relasyon? Hayop ah!

Sa sobrang pag iisip ko Hindi ko na namalayan na nakasakay na ko sa kotse ko at nagmamaneho sa isang pamilyar na Lugar. Hindi ko alam kung bakit dito ako dinala ng paa ko, ng kotse ko pero sumasang ayon ako. I know I need this. I need a friend. I arrive at Mixed out. It's a bar owned by a friend of mine. Hope I'll have discount again here kase mukhang magkakausap kami ng matagal ng friend ko. I first wiped my tears. Ayokong maglakad papasok na tumutulo Ang luha ko.

"Good evening ma'am Kali. Looking for sir Stephen?" A waiter asked. Umiling Lang ako then dineretso na Ang table Kung saan nandon Ang bartender. Halos kilala na ako ng  lahat ng waiters and waitresses dito. Halos lagi din kase ako nandito dahil dito din Ang office ni Stephen. Tambay Lang kasama Ang iba pang tropa. Nakikita ko si Stephen paparating as usual. Ganun Naman siya pag may kilala siya lalo na pag kami agad niyang pupuntahan lalo na at Hindi namn siya madalas umaalis dito sa mixed out.

" Mukha kang sabog ghorl! Nyaree?" He asked with his beki tone! Minsan masarap sa Tenga Ang Boses nito pero madalas masakit eh!

"Wala na kami" I just said and I know he gets it.

"Lucas bigyan mo ng alak to! Libre na! Yung pang broken hearted Sana" he ordered to Lucas, the bartender.

" So anong nagyari?" Binigay sakin ni Lucas Ang alak na kakamix Lang Niya. Ewan ko Kung ano Yung pinaglalagay Niya dun pero mukhang okay Naman. Ininom ko muna Yun at humingi pa ng Isa bago tuluyang humarap Kay Stephen.

" Damuho eh! Di ako pinatulog ng pag iisip ko Kung pano ko siya sosorpresahin sa araw na to dahil isang taon na kami tapos pagdating ko sa condo Niya! Ayun! Nakikipag chukchakan sa clown! Mukhang clown ampesteng Babae!" Mahabang paliwanag ko

" Bakit daw Niya ginawa?"

"Same reason. The old one" I told him. I knew he gets it again kase nung panahon na ganto din ung sitwasyon ko, siya din Yung kasama ko. Sabay inom muli ng alak at humingi pa ng isa.

"Kali!" Someone familiar shouted. I know they'll come.

" What happened?" Sheiryn asked. One of my best friend. They are all here. Oh wow. They are just waiting for my answer.

"Same sh*t" I answered shortly.

"I know this will happen. Ayoko talaga sa lalaking yun para sayo Kal." It's Justin. I know he has feelings for me but I decided na wag ng punahin. Baka maglakas loob ayoko makasakit.

"Just join me here guys, di ko kailangan ng sermon ngayon"

"Dun tayo sa VIP space" Aya samin ni stephen. Umakyat na kami sa second floor ng bar. Kita parin dun Yung baba. Kitang Kita ko Yung mga nagsasayaw. Wild. May nakikita din akong naghahalikan sa gilid and thats normal sa isang bar. Nakakita din akong nagmemake out.

Psh! Di ba nila Alam yung salirang private? Tsk.

Umorder na sila ng drinks. Ewan ko Kung ano Basta iinom lang ako. Wala akong lakas ngayon para kumontra o umimik man Lang sa Kanila. Hindi ko Alam Kung ilang oras na kami dito at Wala din akong alam sa mga pinagsasabi nila. I know I'm tipsy. Just tipsy. I decided to go down and dance. Justin and some join me.

Pagdating namin sa baba nagkahiwahiwalay kami. But Justine is still by my side. The song became wild so as the people. Nagkakabungguan na kami but it's okay. It's normal. I jump and dance, enjoying the music. I close my eyes still enjoying what I'm hearing and doing, when I felt someone holding me on my waist. It was Justine holding a glass of vodka. He offer it to me so I get it. I took a sip of it when he grabbed it then took a sip to it also. Was that an indirect kiss?
Psh. I don't care.

He still holding me on my waist but didn't bother to confront him. What a waste of time. Nakakaramdam na ako ng hilo so I decided to go back para magpaalam sa Kanila. I know Justine will follow me.

"Kal, are you okay?" What a question Shayne. One of my best friend also. I just shrugged.

"She's not! Ano ka ba shayne. You're making us laugh! Ikaw ba mabroken hearted. Magiging okay ka ba? Isip nga beyb!" Stephen sarcastically told her.

Oo nga naman.

"I gotta go na guys" I told them while taking last sip of tequila.

Gosh my throat was burning to hell.

"I'll drive" Justine said pero umiling Lang ako

" You can't drive Kali! You're drunk!" He shouted. Oh what's with the shout?

"I can" i just answered. I kissed their cheeks and bid goodbye. Wala Naman ng nagawa si Justine cause he know me. They know me. Alam Kong lasing na ako. Hindi ko Lang masyado pinapahalata. Kahit medyo pacross na Ang lakad ko. I manage to drive my car to my condo. Everything is turning into blur. Buti na Lang nakauwi ako buo. Haist.

What a wonderful day!

I grab my keys when the elevator stopped at the 3rd floor of the building where my condo is. Nasa dulo pa Ang condo ko sa Kanan. I'm having a trouble dahil ibang Susi Ang nakuha ko.

Bat ba Ang dami Kong Susi?!

My condo's key fell to the floor. I picked it on my side. Nahihilo na ko pahirap pa tong Susi na to! I opened my condo but I was shocked, finding out that's its not locked? Why?

Stop asking Kali! Maybe excited ka Lang kanina sa sorpresa mong nonsense Kaya di mo nasara.

I went straight out to bed. Without opening the lights. Iba Ang amoy ngayon ng kwarto ko? What happen?

Ahh maybe it's not. Baka dala Lang ng alak na dumadaloy ngayon sa katawan ko.

I decided to sleep at Hindi naman kumontra Ang katawan at Mata ko Kaya nakatulog ako agad.

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