(A/N:: I really hesitated posting this as the first one.)
Your POV
I was at my boyfriend Crawfords house all day & I could tell something was off with him. We was just not his goofy self , he was sad the whole day and barely came out of his room.
I was in the living room with the other boys when I got a notification saying he was live on twitch with some fans. I went into his room and he saw the door open. "Oh snap look who's here" he says spinning his chair around as I skip over to him.
"Hi guys!" I say smiling to the screen as I wrap my arm around his shoulder & rested my cheek on his. I kissed his cheek and he smiled. He turned his head and kissed my lips. "Pg stream y/n!" He says making me laugh.
I rest my head on his shoulder as he continued inter reacted with the fans. "Aye Carly thank you for the dono she said Crawford & y/n are the cutest couple , thank you we appreciate it" he reads "we try" we both laugh at my comment.
I moved in front of him and sat on his lap as he wrapped his arms around my waist and laid his chin on my shoulder. "This is all I need right here, you guys & my favorite girl. Y'all make my day 10x better honestly, I was having such a bad day but y'all make me smile I appreciate y'all." He says I smile at him knowing what a rough day it's been for him.
"Destiny with the dono said I've had a bad day as well watching old corey videos but love you guys hope your day gets better, aye destiny same here I've been looking through old memories and everything but thank you I appreciate it" I kiss his cheek.
Since corey passed it hasn't been easy for any of us. He was the brother I never had , was always there for me whenever I need it. He's the reason Crawford and I had met. He's the one who told me to shoot my shot with Crawford , I was too scared but he said I would regret it if I didn't do it.
If I didn't listen to corey who knows what would've happened between us. We're getting through this together. "Alright guys I'm gonna get off I just wanted to chat for a bit but yeah I love you guys peace" he says to the stream "bye guys!" I wave as he ends the live.
We stay sitting in his computer chair as I turn around & wrap my arms around his neck. "You okay?" I say moving his hair out of his face. "I just miss him y/n" he replies "I know, I know it's hard. I miss him too" I say resting my forehead on his.
"He loves you" my voice cracks he nods as his eyes began to water. I place my hand on his cheek & wipe his tears. "You know if he was here he would say some dumb shit right now" I smile making him giggle & smile. "There's the smile I feel in love with" I say
"I love you so much y/n" he says "I love you more bub" I reply "not possible" he smiles. He kissed my lips. "Come on lets go lay down" I say standing & teaching my hand out for him to take.he gladly did and stood up and wrapped his arms around me from behind, laying his head in my neck.
I smile being in his arms. He let go after a while and we got in bed. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer. "I love you y/n" he says kissing my forehead "I love you more baby" he kisses my lips & with that we fell asleep.
A/n : rip corey, I fucking miss you💙💙
