Cloaked Faith

Only her

At first, I never imagined how life could get without her or how I was turning myself into something that needed her the most. I wondered if this life was the one meant for me or was I carving her out of the angel I created in her image. She made me do the things only her could, instilled courage in me and made me even stronger.
I had everything that I needed to live for all because I had her. Be it night or day, my care for her was without a variable. I loved her in every season and hour.
As I fall into slumber and thence into a deep sleep, never will I lose the memory I have of her. She became irreplaceable, even though this wasn't the world I had in mind. I was beaten before by a broken dream but this seemed nothing like what it used to be. I have chased demons before down an empty road and watched my castles turned to dust and now I am stuck on answers I can't find.
     Broken smile and tired eyes, I could still feel Rose's longing heart calling out for my name and howling from afar, her spirit led me where my trust is left without no borders and let me  wandered. Everything was clear to me now that I love her perfectly. I tried as much as I could not to fall in love with her without dragging her along. Rose was simple and straightforward, she could say the things in her mind in an instant without holding back a bit of it. I was sure of everything she had to say to me, I had no doubts in her words. There was this part of her that welcomes me with a white flag even when her mind was elsewhere. I would get jealous of her not speaking to me and I fear because I was fearful that I never want to lose her ever.