Taken For Granted

Realization of love 7

Sana went and sat by the bar she ordered plain water as she didn't intend on sitting there long ...wo bus zid mein wahan ai thi...she knew the place wasn't safe...her plan was to just sit there for half an hour and leave.
P.C was continuously calling her ...but sana was mad at her too...ise to mein ab baat nahi karun gi kabhi ....she just turned off her phone...
Meanwhile three young men came and ordered drinks they were looking rich...one of them saw sana and sat next to her...
"May I order a drink for you..." he said seductively
Sana:"No thankyou" and she looked the other way...
One of them recognized her..
Guys ye to wo actress ha shehnaaz kaur gill...live mein to aor bhi hot lagti ha...
"Hi I am aditya singh minister ka beta hn....ye mere friends hn .....I guess u are alone...ap humare sath party karo...regret nahi karo ge I promise"
Sana who by now was regretting the decision of coming here alone politely denied as she didn't want a scene..."Sorry but I am about to leave..." and she stood up
On of them "are you don't know yaar in actress aor call girls mein kuch ziyada farq nahi hota ye bhi ghante ke hisab se charge krti hn...aap apna amount bol do madam don't worry my friend is rich enough to pay you for a few hours..."
Sana's blood boiled at this...koi aor jaga hoti to wo usko uski aokat yaad dila deti but now she had to leave....
Before she could leave aditya held her arm...
A:"Just a dance yaar bola ha na mere friend ne I will pay u for partying wd us" thats it sana couldn't hold it anymore she turned and slapped that guy with her full force...
And said:"Apne baap ki haram ki kamai per palne ke bajae agr apne dum per zindagi mein kuch ker leta to aj logon se apne sath do min guzarne ki bheek na mangni parti...now get lost...
And she just left ....she was pacing very fast ...aek to pehle se mood off tha uper se ye idiots mil gaye...aj ka din hi kharab tha...she was just pushing people who were coming in her way in order to go out....
As soon as she turned someone grabbed her arm and pushed her in a dark corner...before she could understand aditya slapped her so hard that for a min everything blacked out before her eyes he held her by her hair...
A:"tu ne na ghalat bnde se panga le liya....tu ne jo meri insult kari na uska badla to sud samet wapis chukaun ga...abhi teri veins mein drugs dalun ga fir ye jis fame pe tu itni aker dikha rahi ha na...kal tak teri itni badnaami hogi koi puche ga bhi nahi tere ko..."
And he took out a syringe from his pocket with one hand he was still holding sana's hair...
She could see the fluid in the syringe...she hadn't used drugs all her life she didn't even know what would they do to her...she shouted for help but the music was so loud she couldn't even hear her own voice....
He pushed the needle in her arm ...sana just closed her eyes due to pain...before he could press the plunger someone punched him in the jaw....the blow was so hard that he lost his senses for sometime....sana opened her eyes it was sid ...he grabbed her hand and just started walking towards the door when he came out sana just couldn't face him....she was feeling so guilty for not listening to him....sid stopped infront of his car...he just was checking sana's body her hands to see if she was okay....he hadn't uttered a single word till now...sana was expecting him to shout at her but he was quiet and that was killing her ...
Sana said in alow voice":sorry"
Sid lift her chin with one hand and inspected the small bruise near her lip...which was the result of the slap...
For the first time he spoke:"ye usne kiya ha"
A tear dropped from her eye...
Sana:"Sid please abhi chal yahan se he is the son of a politician...u will get into trouble"
Sid replied in a very cold voice:"sit in the car ...my manager will take u back" she didn't want to go and leave him alone but she had no choice sid was not in the mood to listen...so she sat in the car.
After she left sid went back while his way to the club sid had called his friend who had connections in police department soon the police was there those three guys had illicit drugs on them so they got arrested...Sidhart knew their background and that they wouldn't be arrested for long so he made sure they pay for what they did...first he made the police search their phones for any pictures or videos of sana but luckily there weren't any...the second thing he made sure that all the big news papers get the news of them getting arrested in drug case...so that their name comes on the front page...and then he left...it was very late in the night when he came back after all the legal formalities...
Sana when came back she was in trauma she just went to her room and locked the door ...her heart was still beating fast...when that incident happened wd her at that time she was completely numb...but now the feelings were coming one by one...the feeling of fear...what if they had injected her the drugs...what if they had done anything wrong or posted her pictures on sm....feeling of guilt...why didn't she listen to sid why has she become so illogical...and the last feeling that she felt before going to sleep was feeling of hurt...why didn't sid come to look after her...wo aek baar bhi mere pass nahi aya ye dekhne ke mein thek hn ya nahi....
The next day when sana woke up her head was still heavy and she was in no mood to go outside...the first thing she did was to open her sm handles with a beating heart to see if something happened or not...to her relief there was silence everywhere..then she opened the news papers and to her surprise the front page headline was the arrest of all three of them...she immediately felt thankfull to sid... nobody could hv thought of a better revenge than this...but again nobody was as intelligent as him...but she had no courage to face him...all the day she stayed in her room but at night she had to attend artis marriage ceremony it was the last ceremony with a heavy heart she went to take a bath....todays dress was a very beautiful blood red lehnga with a red backless blouse ...it was from a very big designer when sana first saw it...she fell in love wd the dress...but today she didn't even want to wear it...so unwillingly she wore the dress...she made a beautiful jura of her hair ...she did her own makeup ...wore a red lipstick to give herself a little boost and to look lively and then she went down....
As she went down the ceremony was at its peak...the weeding rituals had started...she saw sidhart he was standing wd his friends talking with them he seemed in a good mood as he used to be most of the times ...he had this good thing about him that he could hide his emotions and he always managed to be all cheerful and happy at the social gatherings...sana wished she could do the same...she was feeling down today and she even pretended to be happy but she couldn't hold that happy face for long...but thankfully everybody's attention was on the rituals and nobody noticed her....she was also missing her mom...wo hota ha na ke jab bhi apke sath kuch bura hota ha apko apki muma ki yaad ati ha...when arti was leaving wd her husband she hugged her family members and was crying...Sana was watching her and she didn't even notice but tears fell from her eyes too...everybody left wd the bride and groom but sana was left behind in that garden she feared that people would ask her why she cried and she wouldn't be able to lie....so she just stood there for a moment....suddenly two huge muscular arms wrapped around her...and someone kissed her lightly on her cheek
Sidhart:"kiya hua tujhe motti...tu senti ho rahi ha?mere ko nahi pta tha tujhe arti se itna pyar ha" he tried to cheer her up..
Sana:"mn nahi ro rahi bus man bhari ho gaya thora sa chor mujhe jane de" she tried to get free from his grip cz she didn't want to get weak and cry infront of him...
Sidhart:"nahi chorunga ...kiya ker le gi"
Sana:"sidhart mein mazak ke mood m nahi hn jane de"
Sid:"mein bhi mazak nahi ker raha ...jab tak bole gi nahi ke kun ro rahi ha tab tk nahi chorun ga"
Sana:"ja yaar ye jhoota concern mat dikha mere ko ...tera concern na raat mein hi dikh gaya tha mere ko jab puri raat tu mujhe puchne bhi nahi aya"
Sid:"mein jhoota concern dikha raha hn...he held her hand and started dragging her chal aj sari baten clear krte hn..."
Sana:"mujhe nahi krna kuch bhi clear let me go sidhart "
Sidhart:"per mujhe krna ha"
Sana:"chor sidhart mujhe dard ho raha ha" but he didn't listen...and almost dragged her to his room...sana tried to protest but her force was nothing infront of him...
Sid closed the door and came towards her...
Sidhart:"tujhe pta ha mein kal tere rum m nahi aya kunke mera dimagh sarh raha tha...puri raat mujhe neend nahi ayi...ye soch ke ke agr mein 1 second late ho jata to tere sath kiya ho sakta tha....aor tu to aram se soi hogi kunke tujhe to maza ata ha aese dusron ko torture krne mein...
Sana:"mujhe maza nahi ata ...tu bhi torture krta ha apni baton se....pehle tu ne ronny wali baat per hurt kiya aor kal paras wali baat per...meri bhi feelings hn mujhe bhi hurt hota ha sidhart"
Sidhart:"achi baat ha ...tujhe hurt krne ke liye hi bolta hn mein wo sab kunke mera bhi dimagh sarta ha jab tu kisi aor ke sath baat krti ha unko attention deti ha" he became a bit angry and was coming close wd each sentence while sana was going backwards untill she hit the wall...
Sana:"kun farq parta ha tujhe bol "
Sidhart :"tujhe nahi pta mujhe kun farq parta ha"..he was staring directly into her eyes
Sana:"nahi mujhe nahi pta"
Sidhart:"because I fucking love u damit" he hit the wall right behind her...sana became a bit scared she closed her eyes and her heart stopped for a second....she had been dying to hear this from him since forever...per jab usne kaha tab der ho gai thi....sana closed her eyes in pain...
Sana:"to mein liya karun fir...ye tera problem ha...I consider u just as a friend"
Sidhart became furious...he came a bit close...and he put both his hands on the wall on her either side..
Sidhart:"kiya boli phir se bol"
Sana:"I don't love you"
Sidhart swept his hand behind her to bring her close her body was touching wd his...he was looking angry....sana could barely look in his intense eyes...
Sid:"then stop me from doing this..."and he smashed his lips against hers...she tried to stop him but he held both her hands behind her back...she tried to resist but his grip was too firm....after a while he left her hands...and she kissed him back ...her hands entangled in his hair...while his hands were holding her waist....they both felt so complete in that moment....after a while sana regained her senses amd she broke the kiss and was about to go when he held her hand and pushed her towards him...he didn't want to let her go ever....she was feeling shy her heart beating in her throat...he was looking at her wd so much intensity...as she was looking so beautiful in that red dress her mascara smudged from crying was making her look even more hot...unable to bear his gaze ....she turned away...sid came close kissed near her neck...and untied the only strap of her back less blouse...she just closed her eyes
...he lifted her in his arms wd so much care as if she was a fragile doll made of glass....and put her on the bed....and leaned on her....he kissed near her navel...sending chills down her spine and then he slowly moved up and kissed on her ribs....
She whisperd his name..."sidhaaa rthh...."
He moved above and kissed on that red heart shaped birthmark on her chest..."
That was it sana could bear it anymore
Sana:"sidhart stop"
But he didn't listen to her and kissed her neck...
He was about to kiss her jaw when he heard her sob....she was crying...
Sana:"stop...plz stop....plz stop sidhart"
Sidhart:"okay okay per hua kiya?" He cupped jer face in his hands he couldn't understand what went wrong
Sana mumbled in a low voice"Mujhse nahi hoga"...and she stood up and just ran from there folding her arms across her chest so that her blouse doesn't fall luckily there was no one in the lobby....she was crying badly she went to her room and started packing her stuff...
Sid came after her...
Sid:"sana open the door let me talk to u ...just tell me what's in ur mind...we can sort it out baby please darwaza khol de..."
Sana:"sidhart please yahan se ja tujhe mere sir ki kasam..." this was one thing sid couldn't deny...frustrated he just punched the wall and left...
Sana went straight to the airport her flight was booked for the morning but she took seats in the next available flight and left for Mumbai"
In the next couple of days Sid called her numerous times but she didn't pick up...she was in her room when p.c came and just sat besides her...they both just sat there quietly for a very long time..
P.c :"sana kiya hua"
And sana broke once again she hugged p.c and started crying...
Sana:"mujhe us se pyar ho gaya ...mein ne bht koshish ki rokne ki per fir bhi ho gaya....and she started sobbing like a child"