The Game( a Mark Tuan fanfic)

The First Drill

After school Monday, me and Mark walk down to the gym together. A lot of girls give me dirty looks and little snive remarks, and it gets pretty tiring, considering the fact that Mark stopped at Jackson, Yugyeom, Youngjae, and BamBam's locker. And to end everything, (at least I hope it does, I grab Mark's arm and walk down the hall.) I was daydreaming that I grabbed his arm, and he says,"Hey, do you want coaching, or can you play like Jordan now?" I look around and the hall is empty.

We walk into the gym, and it's still the same. I can still remember ALL the places that I airballed, traveled, and the place that I got smart with Mark when we first met. Man, that is really a weird way to meet your boyfriend.

Anyway, I go get dressed, and when I come back, he's gone...why is Mark gone?!?! Did he really ditch me?!?!? Ughhhh, people this is why I can't STAND Mark Tuan!!!!! He left me, AGAIN!!!!! Okay, whatever, I don't need his stupid help anyway.

I grab my ball from under the bleachers, and dribble it out to the freethrow line. I position my hands, when someone positions my hands differently, and says,"Throw it with more force, but not too much." I bend my knees a little, and I jump. It actually makes it in people!!!!! That was my first shot EVER!!!!! Ahhhhhhh, I am so happy!!!!! "Thank you M-" It's not Mark. It's Yugyeom. He helped me shoot the ball.

"Sorry, I thought you were Mark, Yugyeom ah, my bad." He blushes, and says,"It's okay noona, I didn't even know who you were until you turned around. I just thought I was helping a girl make a shot. That's all. Hey, I'll see you later." He gives a light smile, and starts to walk away. "Hey, Yugyeom, if you see Mark, tell him that even though he is an idiot, I miss him. Thanks." He nods and walks away.

I don't know why, but standing at this basket feels weird. I know why. It's because it wasn't Mark who helped me shoot my first basket. It was Yugyeom. I now know to position my hands, because of Yugyeom. I know how much force to put on the ball, because of Yugyeom. I now know how to do the things that are required for me to make a basket, because of Yugyeom. Not because of Mark.

I go to a different basket, and position my hands the way that Yugyeom showed me. I am about to release the ball, when I hear,"You couldn't wait for me? You had to let Yugyeom help you shoot?" I turn around, now officially angry,"No I didn't wait, and I am sorry. But Yugyeom helping me, that was ALL Yugyeom. He chose to help me. What's worse is, he didn't know it was me until I turned around, thinking it was YOU that helped me make my first basket! If you really wanted to help me, you shouldn't have ditched me, leaving me here by myself! I'm so done." He looks surprised, then said,"Wait, we're breaking up?" "No, I mean that I don't want to try to play anymore Basketball today. Okay? Are you okay with that?" "Yeah, I guess." He scratches his neck, as I walk away.

I walk in, put all my stuff on my couch, grab my phone, and head for a shower. Did I mention that I could sing? Probably not, but in case you were wondering if I had any talents beside Basketball(NOT!!!) I can sing, dance, and can also act a little bit. I get singing and acting from my dad. I get my dancing skills from basic knowledge, music videos, and dancing shows. I am listening to Stay by Got7. I really like that song. It's about a guy who his girlfriend is starting to distance herself from him, and he wants to bring her back to him. Pretty cute right?

When I am in my room, brushing my hair, I get a text from Mark.

Hey, I am sorry, I didn't mean to ditch you. Please come outside and forgive me. I have something to give you. Please?

I text him back.

Really? Of all times, you choose to text me now? Why couldn't you text me when you weren't in the gym?!?!

I think it's stupid to send him that, so I eraced it, and send him this instead.

Okay, I'll be out there in a minute.^_^

A few minutes later, I walk out in my favorite beanie, a pink and white jumper, with a white t shirt underneath, with my favorite pink Converse. He smiles, as I walk out. I come up a few feet short, and say,"Yes, you little annoying boyfriend?" He knows I am still upset. He avoids my comment, and walks past my, into my dorm. I run in as he walks right in. "Hey I know I'm your girlfriend and all, but that doesn't give you a right to just-" He smashes his lips into mine without warning, and I react immidiately. He seemed to like the fact that I fought back, because he picks me up, and puts me back down on the couch. We are still going at it, and I know why he is doing this. He is jealous that Yugyeom helped me in the gym. He didn't want me to think of him any way that a regular girl would think of him. He took the kiss deeper, because I don't even know HOW he got his shirt off, but it was definetly off, and now he is tugging at my jumper. I immidiately force his hands away, and instead, his hands go to my head. Again, today we are playing the 1up kiss game. He tried to 1up me twice. His shirt, then my jumper. I wasn't in the mood to play today, so I got a little less agressive. He felt I wasn't as aggressive, so he backed off too. It was just a soft kiss now. Then we pulled away, I went into the kitchen, and got two water bottles. I downed the first one, and then chugged the second one. I was about to grab a third one, when he came in, and said,"Uh, sorry I didn't mean to do that. I mean, I didn't know it was going to end up like that. Sorry babe." He has his shirt on now, and I say back,"Well, it wasn't totally all your fault. I helped out too. Look, it is a team effort, don't take the blame. But if it is all you, then you have to take the blame." He is walking towards me, backing me into the back wall of the kitchen, "And what if it's you? What if it's all you?" He is looking at my lips, and I know he is trying to figure out if he should kiss me again.

He goes for it, and it's not aggressive at all. This is his I'm Sorry kiss. He did this before when he made me mad. He kissed me just as softly as the last time. He pulled away, and hugged me. "Hey, I just want you to know, I will never want to say or do anything to ever hurt you. Please believe me. If I ever do anything, please let me know so I can fix it? I don't want my little dongsaeng to bottle up her anger. It's not good for her. Please don't ever do that as long as we are together?"

He doesn't notice that this whole time, I am crying because I did bottle up my anger. Hearing those words jus broke my world apart. This is why I can now say,"Mark, even though....we haven't been together for too long, is it okay to say I love you? Even if we have more arguments, just to let you know once in a while how much I care for you, and how much you really mean to me? " He lifts my head up, and wipes away my tears. He has tears in his own eyes, and says,"Yes, you can always say I love you, because no matter what, even if we break up, I will still save those three words for you So Min Gi."