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Poetry

I always have this feeling deep inside that its hard to expose and hard to accept and hard to have.

What I feel every single day

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by bettyxox2

by bettyxox2

I feel worthless ,

Not knowing which is my first language.

I feel worthless,

Having to stutter when I read.

I feel worthless,

As I look at texts and makes me dizzy.

I feel worthless,

As I cannot spell very well.

I feel out of focus,

As I cannot concentrate doing my work continually.

I feel out of focus,

As people yell at me when I day dream in the middle of a conversation.

I feel out of focus,

As I cannot stand to having a conversation by looking into people's eyes.

I feel out of focus,

As I randomly take short walks around the room.

I feel mental,

As people say I act strange.

I feel mental,

As I see people treat me differently than others.

I feel metal,

Because I cannot speak very well.

I feel mental

Because I know I am not like the others.

This poem was written by me which took me 5-10 mins, I had this feeling for so long inside of me, and I feel it's time to expose.