Don't judge me
Assumptions are risky
I am burdened more than you know
It may seem like I have it all
But just know
Beyond materialistic ideals there is something more
More than a quiet boy
Dig deeper please
Take out meaningless flesh
Carve out the life and bask in your discovery
Do you realize what it is
Can you relate
These demons are just as evil
So stop for your sake
Comparing won't help
Because you have no idea
What I feel
How I think
I may possess your needs and more
But God gave me the ability to reason
To think for myself
To care beyond belief
To hurt myself with a mere thought
This is a true burden
When self becomes the enemy
When you fear your own conscious
Worried what your mind will manifest next
An alternate reality to occupy
Where insecurities breathe
The darkest lies come to life
No one is perfect
We all have our hardships
