-Vkook one shots-

✞Him✞

Feeling the energy drain out of me but still charging some as I look at the beautiful creature right in my arms as her small hand wraps around my pink as I feed her. My beautiful baby girl that I made with the wrong man at the wrong time.

At work my colleagues are worried about me. Always asking me why I have dark circles under my eyes or why I'm late. I can never tell them the truth, if they knew that I had a daughter they would look at me with disgust.

My parents kicked me out as soon as they knew that I'm gay and had a boyfriend, but before kicking me out they forgot to tell me the most important thing. They forgot to tell me that I'm fertile and I could get pregnant.

When I was kicked out I lived with my boyfriend. It went well the first few weeks we loved each other very much and there was never a chance to not let each other know. It felt like we've been parried for years even though we were only dating for 5 months.

One night we thought of something stupid having our first time together. Stupid enough to not think that I could get pregnant because I'm a male. But surprise I was and when I told you, you left saying you weren't ready and that you don't want the child.

You left me alone in this apartment, breaking my heart into a million pieces but still till this day, I still love you like I did a year ago. I thought that maybe one day you'll come back and be sorry. But seems like I was wrong.

Thinking about this now I'm still lucky to have a beautiful angel whose my energy and my happiness. My Hwa-young, my beautiful flower. She's 3 months and she's the cutest baby I've ever seen. Her smile is like her fathers but her eyes are mine.

With a smile on my face I fall asleep and think about the times I had with him. The most beautiful moments in life were with him and everything reminds me of him.

The next day ~

My alarm goes off. I want to snooze and sleep for 5 more minutes but I know that I can't I need to be at work in 2 hours and u need to take care of Hwa-young and bring her to her favorite uncle. Her favorite uncle is also my best friend and my only fiend, Jimin.

Jimin is a sweet guy and helped me a lot when Hwa-young's father left me. He was so mad at his behavior because the father was also jimin's best friend. Jimin did cut off ties after hearing what happened. He said that he didn't want to be friends with someone as cruel as Hwa-young's father.

I got out of bed and got myself ready. I was just in time because Hwa-young woke up. I took care of her and gave her milk changed her clothes and diaper and after that I ate and got out of my apartment to the one next door.

Jimin was already at the door entrance waiting for Hwa-young to be in his arms. I handed her to him with a broken heart. I hate to leave her, not that I don't trust Jimin I just want to spent time with my daughter but I also need to make money to keep us alive.

I said goodbye to both and made my way to work. I worked at an entertainment office. The entertainment I always wanted to join but I can't now. It always have been my dream to become an idol and see many peoples faces from all around the world. Just happy to see me preform. But that dream got pushed aside when my little angel came into the picture and I'm totally fine with that because I love her with my whole heart.

I made my way inside, feeling exhausted. I got into the lift and pressed the number of my floor. I was a but early today but  I wanted to go home fast. When the lift pinged telling me that I arrived at my floor. I patiently waited for the doors to open but instantly regretted it when they did open.

"J-jungkook?"

We both made eye contact, I could see the worry in his eyes as I looked into them. I just sighed and tried to make my way past him but couldn't. He blocked the way and tried to talk to me.

"J-jungkook please, talk to me. I'm sorry, let's clear this mess up please"

I just sighed and nodded I was tired of avoiding him. I was tired of keeping everything to myself. I was just tired and drained of all my energy.

"Okey Chan, let's talk"

He nodded and let the way to a room. It was an office room. It was quite modern, there was an expensive looking bureau and a small white couch in the room. I sat myself down and waited for Chan to talk.

"Firstly I'm sorry for what I did, i should've never told him about you being pregnant, you should've been the one who told him and not me."

I just nodded, Chan was the one who told him I was pregnant. Chan was the one who fucked everything up, he ruined my life but I can't stay mad at him. He just wanted the best for me but before he knew it he made it worse.

"I-it's Okey Chan u forgive you, it's been already a year or more I don't even know since he left and I know that he'll never come back"

Chan just sighed, he told me a lot of times how sorry he is and always asked me how he can make things better and what he should  do to be forgiven.

"Jungkook, please go home  and rest, you look exhausted and I dint want to you collapsing any time soon because of exhaustion."

I sighed and thanked him, he gave me a small smile which I returned before walking out of the room. I walked back home, hoping that Jimin wouldn't mind to babysit Hwa-young for a few more hours.

I finally arrived at my apartment complex and made my way to my apartment. Apartment number 27. I always thought that this apartment was meant to be as I met Hwa-young's after on the 27th a 2 years ago.

I arrived at the door and pulled out my key, slipping it in the keyhole and opening the lock. I turned the doorknob and made my way inside not knowing what was waiting for me there. 

I placed my bag down and took off my shoes, after that I made my way to the couch to be met with the face u haven't seen in a year. A face that I should hate but just can't.

"Jungkook, I'm sorry"

His deep voice rung through my head. Why is he here now, why not earlier. A shaket breath left my mouth and felt my body tense up. Tears where building up and there's only one thing that I could say before breaking down.

"I-I missed you Taehyung, p-please don't l-leave me a-again"

The end~

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I'm super sorry for the late update but my exams are coming and I've been really busy. I hope that you enjoyed this chapter and that you had an amazing day.

I love you 💜