Different (Boyxboy)

Chapter 1~~~

In a month, school was going to be starting again. I was starting highschool next year! Oh joy. . . At least Terrence is going to be there with me. Terrence. I'm supposed to meet him a the park later. I franctically check the time. It was already 10 o'clock.. We are going to the park and then we are going to eat lunch somewhere. I have no idea where but Terrence planned the whole thing. My phone let out a small ding. It was Terrence! He said, "Hey Lyle. I made it to the park early. I'm waiting for you. :)" Oh fuck. I can't keep him waiting. . .  "Okay." I replied, practically panicking. I was still in my boxers, I had just woke up. I guess I can skip the shower today... Just today. I scurried to my closet and quickly pulled on some skinny jeans and a Pierce The Veil tee. I stared at myself in the mirror for a few moments before combing my medium length brown hair over to the side. The kids at school would call me an emo fag for having that long of hair.. Memories of bullying, self harm, and suicidal acts suddenly all came flashing back. Luckily, I calmed myself before anything could harm me. I slammed the door behind me as I hurried out of the house before my mother could say anything. My mom doesn't like me being with Terrence alone. She thinks I am in the closet.  My own mother accuses me of having feelings for Terrence, which I don't..