Haikyuu Angst Station

Panic (Kuroo+ friendship Kenma, Yaku and Lev)

TW PANIC ATTACK

Kenma noticed something was off with Kuroo today. He was unusually quiet, no speaking unless spoken too, spacing off even if he was being spoken too. Every time he messed up during training he would start mumbling to himself, cursing himself out. 

There were dark circles under Kuroo’s eyes. They were intense. His bed head looked even worse. His skin was almost sickly pale. In general Kuroo just didn’t look too good at all. He was usually good at taking care of himself, but if you asked Kenma he’d say that Kuroo hadn’t slept all week.
Kenma also noticed other teammates had realized something was off with Kuroo, of course they did the team was like family.  
“Kenma?” The setter turned to see, Lev and Yaku both of them had concerned looks on their faces. It was odd for them to seem so insync with eachother.
“Is there something up with Kuroo?” Yaku asked. Lev nodded, “Yeah he seems off today right?” Kenma looked over at their Captain.
“I think he’s just not having a good day..” Kenma trailed off as Kuroo rushed to the bathroom. The three of them exchanged worried looks before rushing off to the bathroom.

If Kuroo was being honest he felt like utter shit. His anxiety was keeping him up, stopping him from being able to not only focus on school work but volley-ball training as well. Not just that but his parents had been fighting pretty often, and fuck being strong, it was scary as hell hearing his parents scream at eachother while he tried to sleep. 
He felt physically sick. His body felt off, his chest hurt. It was reaching a breaking point here but even do he congratulated his body and mind for holding off this long.

He knew the team had noticed the dramatic change in his personality, he was actually kinda pleased no one had brought it up yet. 

Missed. He missed the shot again. God he was useless huh? He took a seat on the bench hoping that this feeling would magically go away.
Useless
Worthless 
What's good is a captain that can’t do his job
Not good enough
The team probably hates you
They're probably better without you
Useless 
Useless 
Useless 

Kuroo suddenly shot off to the bathroom. His hands shook so hard he almost couldn’t open the bathroom door. The relief of being away from everyone hit him and his knees hit the ground. The panic flooding his mind doubled as he sat there. His chest heaved has he so desperately needed air to reach his lungs.
Why was he so useless.

Oh god he can’t breathe, can’t breathe...helphelphelphelp

“Kuroo?” His head shot up, standing in front of him, was blurry images of Kenma, Lev and Yaku. The tears were obstructing his vision but he could tell that it was them. 

Kenma was crouched down at his level, while Lev and Yaku stood in the doorway. All three of them had identically worried faces. 

“Lev go get some water,” Kenma spoke in the low calming voice he usually did but it was soothing and helped him to ground himself. Lev quickly left to retrieve what was asked of him. Kenma reached for Kuroo’s hand, that he had subconsciously wrapped around his own knee. Kenma brought it to his chest, he started demonstrating how to take deep breaths for the panicked man in front of him. 
"Kuroo? Can you hear me?" A nod. "Do you remember the breathing exercises?" Another nod.

Kenma helped him. Counted the breaths

In for 6 hold for 8 out for 4

Yaku watched on amazed, as Kenma helped their captain through his panic attack. 

For Kuroo it all went in a blurr. Next thing he knew, he could breathe and see, Yaku was on the floor rubbing his arm, Lev was back and handing him his water bottle, Kuroo gave them a small smile and leaned into their comfort. 

Even if his parents separated he would be ok because he had his team.