redwood high school ryan x cookie

about cookie

cookie pov:

i was very shocked when ryan said if i had any dreams of him and the truth is i did.i dream about me and ryan going on a date. I should not really think about this as how bad is it in middle school. It felt like a war.i do not want to tell ryan because i not ready yet and also no one knows this but i actually dated two boys.

 one of them is called austin which is actually nice unlike my other one called saber(sorry saber )its actually him likes me and i am 16 back then.he the most annoying little b**** i know.once when he at my house.he slap me on the cheek twice for no good reason..he just an a****** and my father keep asking me to break up with him but i said he the guy who saved me.we go swimming together and i do not know how to swim and he saved me from drowning.5 weeks,i broke up with this violent guy.

austin is great.i met him in my middle school but he broke up when middle school ended and gone to different high school.i was heartbroken and my parent hate boys who have interest in me because of that reason and that y i do not tell anyone that i have an ex boyfriend.i feel so embarrassed talking about it and i just feel sad just thinking about it.

i have long hair and wear a pink sweater with a cookie on it.i love pink and love baking.i wear a normal t-shirt on the inside-it not minecraft.i always neutral with ryan and i always try not to be nice with that  guy.i can see why tina likes him so much.anyway ryan,he has brown hair and always wear that blue shirt and long pants.he has sparkling green eyes.he does not mind to do anything.he a great guy but again middle school. I just that i never want to tell him the reason y I hate him.i a bit shy and i dont want to lose my best friend.no one does

sorry for the short chapter but i made the next one soon.bye bye