reality... :(

it sucks knowing that there is only one reason why it cant be...

at first i thought it was because of me, it turned out to be because of him 

i wish things were different

you have no clue how much this is hurting me,

so I'm going to let you go, 

i dont want you to pick who cause i know in the end it going to be him.........

so goodbye, 

i hope you know and understand how much this is a struggle for me,

because i love you very much...  always