Feelings

Uncontrolled Thoughts

Heartache is the most painful feeling ever!
Even though you have everything with you,
the disturbance of the mind will distract you more and more every day.
Your soul will be desperate to leave your existing body.
ANXIETY, TRAUMA, and DEPRESSION are so powerful to change your mind.
And then you don't find an exact reason to be kind.
Your wait gets over;
And the demon of darkness arrives!
You try and try but
You end up with an awful life.
A body with a dead soul is insanely uncontrolled!!!

Soniya

Yes, I act to be very strong but I am exceptionally sensitive inside. 
After all, I am also a human being!

                Soniya

So many reasons to heal your pain
So many reasons to hide it
So many reasons to be sad
So many reasons to be mad at
So many words to say  but so many words are hidden instead
Life is not easy when you don't reach your goal
Life is not easy when someone doesn't understand you,
and in that some care about you and some just pretend it to do!
Yes, they just pretend it to do!!!

Soniya

And the sun ask to the moon
How often do you miss me?
Moon replies, I miss you every second of my time
I want to behold you but you just disappear when I arrive!

                Soniya

You will see my name on your wall
You will be realized,  me getting burn with your words
I may disappear but you will recall me with all your faults
You will be screaming along with your voids
And I will be no longer at that moment to hear you

Soniya

And life is not so easy unless you learn to forget and forgive.

               Soniya

It may be hard, it may be messy
But the truth will always set you free!

Soniya

Okay, I will change myself but after that don't complain to me about why I am so changed.

Soniya

Mislay
Forfeited in the world that is not meant to be;
Lost in those times which are hard to find.
Lost into myself and from everyone which is harsh to define.
Lost? YES! completely lost and now no one can save me from it.
Dreams are gone and thoughts to make accomplish it has vanished.
All I can see a beautiful night waiting just for me? 
Wind whispers in my ears, saying they are waiting for me to come.
Am I the only one to think such all alone?
What happened to my soul?
Feels like it was dead long back ago!
Oh lord! Save me from these thoughts!
I don't wanna be lost again in that dark world!

                   Soniya

Locked in a dark room,
Finding a way to go out.
Sapped with people who can't even understand you.
Life is like a game that needs to be played carefully and wise or else you will cry in a silence where no one can even hear your voice.

                Soniya

Sometimes we need to think about ourselves rather then others cause in the end no one is gonna appreciate what you have done for them.
All you get is dissatisfaction and disappointment!

Soniya

I played with words to create poetry and you played with my feelings to create my hatred for you.