𝔣𝔬𝔯𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔶𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔤 ~ bill denbrough

~𝔣𝔲𝔠𝔨 𝔶𝔬𝔲~

【Ｉ　ｗａｎｔ　ｔｏ　ｇｏ　ｔｏ　ｂｅｄ】

"y/n"

bill crashes into my lips

"y/n"

I kiss back passionately

"Y/N" my mom snapped. "hm, ya what" I say snapping back into reality. "ive been calling your name" she says. "oh sorry, I was thinking" I reply. its been a week since me and bill had our kiss.  and I cant stop thinking about it. "well anyways can you run some errands for me today" she asks me. "um ya sure" I reply. anything to take my mind off bill. "ok I put the list on the fridge, I have to go to work" she states. my mom is a nurse and my dad is in the army. so they are almost never around. at least my mom lives in the same house as me. anyways I get up from the seat that im sitting in and walk over to the fridge. I find the list up with all my old drawings and certificates. 

1. MILK

2.BREAD

3. PEANUT BUTTER

5. PICK UP SOMETHING AT DRY CLEANING

seems easy enough. I go up to my room to change. I pick a button up white croptop, a green corduroy jacket and some baggy white jeans. I pull up pants with a black belt. I slip on some white shoes and some white socks.

I grab the money my mom left on the counter and I walk outside to grab my bike. I get on it and I ride off into the town. once I get to the supermarket I grab a cart and I grab everything and a little something for me since im gonna have extra money left over anyways. I walked out of the store and put the stuff in my basket. next up I went up to the dry cleaning which is right infront of the ice cream parlor me and bill went. I walk into the dry cleaner and say my moms name. "um Kathy Y/l/n" I say to the cashier. he hands me a black dress with silver sequins. im confused what does my mom need this dress for. IS DAD COMING BACK?! no, he cant be hes deployed for another 6 months. but those thoughts disappear because I see bill smashing faces with Vanessa from history class. and I thought he actually liked me again. by now the sadness and anger had taken over. the tears were streaming down my face. FUCK YOU BILL. FUCK YOU. I grab my mom stupid dress and bike all the way home. the first thing I think to do is to call richie and stan. "COME OVER NOW" I say a sniffling mess. "what the hell happend" richie said. "ILL EXPLAIN LATER JUST COME OVER". I say the same thing to stan when I called him. I heard the door bellring I open the door, all I can do is just hug them. tears streaming down clouding my vision. "so now can you tell us what happend" stan said rubbing my back. we all walk up to my room  and I tell them everything. "what an asshole"  stan says. "ya tell me about it" I say hanging upside down on my bed. "this calls for a sleepover" richie says standing up. "I agree" stan says. "guys im really not in the mood" I admitted. "and I really dont care" said richie pulling me up. "ugh fine" I agreed. "ok stan you get snacks and ill get the movies and entertertainment" richie added. "ill help" I say. I brought my tv upstairs and stan was picking out a movie. "where are the cassettes again" stan asks. "seriously we've been friends for 11 years" I tease. "second drawer on the left".  I plug in the tv in the wall and I put it on my dresser. I hear Richie come upstairs dropping snacks on the floor every step he takes. "SNACKS" richie screams. richie throws all of the chips and junk food on the floor. "im gonna go change, my brother has some clothes that he left" I say pointing to his old room. my brother left for collage 2 years ago. he was adopted when I was 5 he was 9. anyways I change into a oversized New Kids On The Block shirt I ben gave me day the losers club slept over at his house.

once richie and stan had changed. we all layed in bed a watched the nightmare on elm street movies. but I cant focus on the movie all I cant think about is bill. after all these months that I had forgotten about him and now im back just to where we started.  I look around me stan and richie are asleep. I find myself drifting away aswell.