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Kaede's POV

I was sobbing on my pillow as I remembered what happened 2 days ago, I was once again humiliated, once again I didn't have anyone I can rely on, once again I was alone. Although I was used to being brokenhearted, humiliated, and being called names that I don't deserve to be called as. This time it felt different, but why? Is it because I fell in love with him? or was it because my heart was slowly starting to get used to the love and attention, that I forgot that I was an outcast to society.

I released a melancholic sigh as I got out of bed, my eyes red, since I was crying all night, and I even missed school since I didn't want to face everyone after the scene he and I made 2 days ago, although it may be better to get bullied and made fun of since it'll at least take my mind off of 'him'.

I looked in the mirror and saw my eye bags had worsened, I smiled sadly to myself, and tears once again had rolled down my cheeks as I started to pity myself for being so asinine, and unpretentious. To think that someone as low as me actually had someone to care about my well-being and thinking they were real.

"Look at you, no wonder no one seems to give a fuck about you... you look so miserable..." I whispered to myself as I wiped off the tears that just can't seem to stop flowing from my eyes. I made my way to the kitchen to eat and again try to get my mind off of the past that led to my misery.

I took a bite of off some leftover salad that was in the fridge,

"I really need to buy some groceries..." I said while looking at my empty fridge. I walked to my small living room to watch some television to watch my favorite show as I ate my pathetic salad. I mentally noted that I'll go to school tomorrow despite the fact that I'll probably be the center of insults and bullying all over again.

I only sighed at the thought and continued on watching trying to not think of those thoughts.

Time Skip Brought to You by Idiocy

I sigh as I finally got my uniform on while I took a bite off of the PB&J sandwich that I made. After finishing my breakfast, a series of what-if's had crawled its way into my mind, making me anxious and nervous, I seriously didn't need any more of that. I sigh and shrug the feeling off but the trembling of my hands fails me. I walked out of my apartment and saw a familiar boy who has unruly viridian colored hair, though I only ignored him and continued walking. He probably doesn't have enough time for someone like me.

After a couple of minutes taking the bus, I had finally made it back at the abyss, that is also known as Shiketsu High, of course not everyone sees this school as Hades' region, but for someone such as myself, this is the embodiment of the nether regions itself.

I walked inside the busy halls of the school, the students not paying attention to me, which was odd, since I would've thought that they'd bully relentlessly since I have no one by my side to protect me from them anymore which I didn't mind at least these students won't be beating the living daylights out of me. Don't get me wrong, I like some of the students here and some don't categorize me as a villain, specifically my classmate, Camie. She didn't mind that I was some kind of outcast, although I couldn't talk to her that much since she was always with her gang of friends, but I don't really mind since I know that I'm not her priority and that I'd probably cause her trouble.

But enough about that my priority right now is to find out why they haven't been paying attention to me, don't get me wrong, I feel relieved that they don't give a fuck about me, considering what happened two days ago, but something feels off. I was snapped back to reality when I heard two students talking beside my locker, They looked like they were my seniors, I wanted to walk away, but my curiosity got the better of me so I just stayed there making it look like I was doing something on my locker but I really was just listening to whatever they were saying,